Everything has been drained from me.
The blood settles in my limps and my heart sinks 10000 leagues under the sea.
Waves of amber colored ponds drown my eyes.
I lay here, in my coffin, faint.
I lay here, in my hurse, breathless.
Barely gasping for any of air that surrounds and suffocates my body.
You've done it again.
You've taken my peace of mind
my empathy and pieces of me.
I've decided to look back at those before you and ask them to tell me what lessons I've failed.
They stare at me, blacked eyed like children.
Gagged up and stored in the back of the basememt.
Tattered and tarnished by countless floodings.
Drown and dried over and over...
They give me no answers.
I lay here with a heart that melts out of it's cage.
A heart that melts through the cage of my ribs.
In my dreams, I try to eacape his tortue to get back to you.
I've climbed stories, jumped over buildings, jumped into cars and bushes to get back to you.
And then, I lay awake.
Afraid of waking adventures ahead of me.
Afraid to ask you why and afraid even look.
I lay here lost and confused
60 hrs of emotional labor unpaid.
