I am blind to the world around, to the
Beauty that should be seen with each
Blink of my eye, a camera taking a photo
But never seeing the film within.

I could touch everything feel the senses
That are around me, touch and feel to take
It all in with a touch but my fingers are
Cold not feeling that which I could that
Is around me.

I want to breath deep, to smell life to use
My mouth to taste that which will explode
My senses, to smell it before it is consumed.
Fulfil my senses to that which have I have
Not smelt or taste before.

My sense are fine but I do not take the beauty
Of everythingin, life is to busy to see that
Around totake it in, to taste that perfect
Muffin,not just a bite to throw it in the bin.
I need to touch everything to feel what is
There not just brush past it we must take
Everything in.

Back at it again holding pads
Went fishing doing all the things
I said had my life on hold due to health
Work was an escape to be distracted
Taking in the scenery the world intriguing
Smiled because things happen
Did what others said couldn't be done
Being extra and do more is rewarding
Strong in faith no time for hate
Trying to see and do it surp of the moment
Sometimes it better than imagine
Other times it's a work in progress
Before money was a limiting issue
Now time is a factor learning to manage better
Finding balance for everythingin life Neglecting things that matter saving up
Making things seem important
Getting less in return feeling cheated
You can change but some remain the same