Waves o' despondency hit me harder than ever before;
I drown; yet it leaves a burning ember of which I crave more.
Addicted to the deliration and despair that comes o' so naturally -
a new found love for the darkness that lives within me.

deigned delight entrapping the pliant lapdog
an altered ego detained in devoted denial
to dive in divine and loiter in her grave garden
groping golden hair, granite angel hailed, heaping heroine in vain
idolater in deliration, ardent driven danger

deepen the deterioration  
her deviation, groaning god to reviling devil

viper invigorated, oh revolt
appetite dripping in eager dread, dangling death rapt
deprivation tirade dilating pride
elevating elation, a railing riptide of toil
planting perdition into the gaping night