stargazer

stargazer Feb 2020

nothing inside

i emptied
myself out

it took awhile
but through all those
tears

i think i'm finally
hollow

stargazer Feb 2020

blue flannel (pt 2)

you wore my
blue flannel
and i wore my
smile

trying to fix things

#love

Feb 2020

idiosyncrasy

touchless abuse

hit me
it would sting
less
than you
walking away

yell at me
it would be
quieter
than you
avoiding my eyes

**** me
it would
be more
merciful
than you
pretending you love me

how did this happen?

#love #**** #alskfjalsjf

Feb 2020

idiosyncrasy

i don't deserve you

i deserve
someone
that will
at least
say
goodbye

#goodbye #love