Why is it that
your happiness
seems inversely proportional
to mine?

Why is it that
your happiness
seems, perversely, disproportional
to mine?

But when we were together,
your lack of happiness
consumed all of mine.

I felt so
frustrated
that for a
moment
I didn't control
the
volume of my
voice
accidentally yelling at
you.

I try cry the hurt away
But the hurt is like clouds
They come again and they come light and dark
Light is small flow of hurt
Dark signifying the heavy flow of hurt
From my heart to my brain

I didn't start off on page 1 like age 1
No clue what was happening
Around my life
Skip to 15 puberty, what awful pimples.came by crushes
Next 20 goals and crushed dreams as this page is stained with ****** years
Tears that trapped my future my dreams for what
From slightest fear of rejection not capable