The past like I was winning
Swimming without cares for this troublesome world
Now it eats at my conscience
This new present swallows me up
I drown from this kind of swimming
I'm stuck in wave washed ashore

Long ago this happiness was not thought of
It came naturally as a kid and less
Physical issues
I grew up then this happiness fades slowly but quickly recent years
Reality settled in and I consumed up the worry and guilt that weighted me down
So bad I cry so fast now
So easily at any thoughts
This shatters my world for him
To run from me...when I want him for me

You were the ball thrown
You came at me with such force and speed
I try to swing you out and away
But with 3 chances you still
Made it to home.run to my
Sensual oasis

Cars in motion even more action
Of fast furious 9
Please be this fast for my attention I crave each second without you
Next to me

Your the wheel to the truck
You turn me on side to side
I got few flavors
And it's cold and bitter