For years, I’ve wandered through shadows of pain,  
Wondering how you felt, lost in the rain.  
You felt like a ghost, a presence so near,  
Yet I longed to know you, to hold you here.  

I see now your struggle, your heart’s silent song,  
And I’m grateful for honesty, for where we belong.  
I’m sorry I faltered, not fully my own,  
In the depths of my silence, I’ve finally grown.  

In therapy’s embrace, I’ve started to mend,  
Addressing the pieces that I couldn’t comprehend.  
No excuse for the past, but I’m working each day,  
To be the woman I dream of, in every way.  

I know you had love, more than I could receive,  
But timing was cruel, and we both had to grieve.  
Yet I wonder if fate, in its infinite grace,  
Will one day unite us in a kinder place.  

I want you to flourish, to shine ever bright,  
To surpass all my struggles, to soar to new heights.  
God knows how I’ve prayed, through tears I have cried,  
For your joy and your peace, I’ve never denied.  

If I could heal others, I’d start with us two,  
But healing takes time, and I’m learning it too.  
For years I’ve just survived, now I yearn to truly live,  
To believe in your love, and in all I can give.  

I thought I was unworthy, unlovable, lost,  
But your love taught me hope, no matter the cost.  
So here in this silence, I reach out my hand,  
To tell you I care, to help you understand.  

If you’re hurting, I’m sorry, my heart feels your pain,  
Together in healing, we’ll rise once again.  
With whispers of love, let our paths intertwine,  
In the journey of healing, may your heart be mine.

Missing you, heart's silent call.  
I long to be yours, all.  
Together, we'll grow old, love's embrace.  
No one else matters; it's us, always.  
When you're ready, be my shield—  
In your arms, I find my home.

I want your words of affirmation
To feel your heart race
To be next to you all over again like we were kids
I want your heart to bind with mine
The same way
You want me naked and be able to touch my skin

I love you
I think about you everyday
I’m letting you wrap your own mind
Around your own perception
If you decide to not come around I understand
I let it be in God’s hands and if you believe that our souls are meant to become one then I’ll let you decide how to proceed
But if I’m not even worthy of taking the risk or of being your top priority then I’m not sure how you would want to proceed

I recieved a lot of hate in this world
I’ve understood and took alot of heat
But would I turn around and give it to the
One person who probably is my motivation to breathe
No.. your heart will be safe in my hands
I refused to be like those that broke me
I have my armor
I took the hits and wounds that bleed
But I’ll tell you this
And we both know
Theirs no one else that will be like me



Your feelings are valid
Yes neither one of us is perfect
I was  confused
Lost and frustrated  
I take accountability on the parts where I hurt you too it wasn’t just me that got hurt

Deep down in my heart
When I pray about you
I can pray for hours
Talking to God about you
And how I really do hope that he watches over you
I hope he hears the cries of my heart and passes the message to you

Because  what’s worse than my heart aching is if yours is hurting to so for now if god gives me your pain I’ll take it all in and let my heart bleed so yours can have peace

your the one person I never will regret meeting thank you for coming into my life when you did meeting you made me feel like miracles do exsist

one day if you ever get to really know me
You’ll see why at the time
You saved me from myself at seventeen
When I never felt worthy
And wanted to leave this earth
You didn’t know about my silent cries at night
You gave me hope at the time before it all went sour

I can’t  tell you what to do
But all I can say is that I love you

I can’t be replaced
I can be chased
I saw you I think
Black on black
With a mask
Yellow and black slippers
I caught on after
Your eyes were beaming
Seeing you made me wonder
What were you thinking

I want real not perfection
We’re going to make mistakes
But there’s things I won’t tolerate
I won’t put up with cheating
I won’t put up with lying
I won’t put up with being treated like
I’m a ***
I wanted an ice cream
And you didn’t buy me a cone
I wanted you next to me
And you went to meet up with another girl
I wanted to be the only one on your mind
You got a girl friend 4 days later
Always chose others over me
And some how I’m suppose to be ok
With never being special to you
So you can do whatever you want
And I’m suppose to sit all day
Wondering if your ok
If you ate or smoked all day
I can deal with you battling depression
Don’t you ever forget me trying to grab your face to wipe your tears that’s not because I wanted to sit on you I wanted to be their for you
You weren’t use to that and it’s ok
Have me second questioning this entire earth
And knowing my heart always searches for you in all that I do
Even when I’m on the other side of the earth
A part of me does feel like you can’t believe it because you feel that you don’t deserve to be loved
I know that because I’ve been their and struggle In that department too
But don’t make me cry like that again cause last week a part of me died again

why watch my window from the vehicle always playing passenger princess but forgot what it was like to have me next to you

thank you for honesty that’s all I ever wanted.