you are truly one of a kind
I could never take you for granted
I don’t hate you
I’m not mad at you
I simply just miss your presence at times
You are one of a kind
I do pray for you
I do miss you
I don’t know what god has in store for me
But oh god almighty has been so good to me
Oh he’s been so kind to me
I ask him to renew my heart
And to Renew my strength
The days I miss you more like today
I reminisce about you
And think about you and talk about you
Your silence spoke words
You eyes brought me joy
You light up my world in a time where I needed it most
I never even care to look at an another pair of eyes not because Im nervous I just wanted them to be yours
I was so young but I was so hopeful that you would make an impact on this world
So I prayed for you for all of my life that no matter the distance and frustration you have towards me
That he keeps you on his path and helps you find whatever it is your looking for and helps you heal through things you don’t talk about
If you never heard me say it I’ll always love you despite what happened and how things ended I went to war with my mind and heart but god saved me oh god works on me everyday
So when I die I can say I have never held a grudge against you I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me for the things you couldn’t share
You knew my struggle and accepted me you saw my flaws and still made me feel pretty no matter the distance thank you for accepting me you have no idea how you have shaped love for me but I know you have taught me I’m deserving of more and the right guy would always come chasing