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  Dec 2024 Bree17
Antonyme
the most hurt
comes from the people that don't understand you

and most problems
come from the people that do
Bree17 Dec 2024
there's bile in my throat
and a burning in my eyes
my chest is constricting
I feel as though I may die

I can't breath
my lungs are breaking
the world is blurry
my hands are quaking

there's this numbness now
it followed suit
so I know a panic attack
is painfully acute
the way I physically can't handle this
and yet I have no choice
Bree17 Dec 2024
what is the point in being alive
if all I want is to die?
is happiness just a lie?
why can't children ask why?
is my purpose here to die,
and if so, why should I try?
and if all I want to do is lie
under the stars here tonight
and watch my life pass by
as my tears begin to dry.
Then could I just
bide the world
one final
goodbye.
is it a tragedy if no one will care?
did it truly happen if no one was there?
you'll never learn to fly if you never learn to dare
just don't be blinded by the glare
Bree17 Dec 2024
I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm drowning
I'm sinking into myself
I can't pay attention
I can't remain in realty or within this mind whose only task in life is to suffocate me in thoughts and **** me before my body takes it's natural course.
I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm dying
I'm falling down this hole again
I can't stay afloat
I can't live in a world where my body is constantly revolting, not letting me sleep nor eat nor breath properly.
I'm really not okay
How come no one ******* sees it
  How is everyone so blind
maybe it's a delusion only I can see
and maybe that's why I feel so alone
Bree17 Dec 2024
Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like its a tragedy
I am not a tragedy
I am what you made me into
I am your creation

Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like it's a mistake
I am not a mistake
I am who you made me into
I am your creation

Stop it

Just..

stop.

Stop looking at me like that
Stop acting like it's done
I am not done
I am not only what you made me into
I am not only your creation

I am me
I am mine
I am myself

(right?)
my identical twin who lives within a glass realm
so far away where I cannot reach
and yet she still controls me
Bree17 Dec 2024
What if I really don't belong anywhere?

The feeling of always being out of place..



..it follows me.
found in a old note book, **** little me was depressed too, sometimes I forget just how long it's been this way.
Bree17 Dec 2024
maybe if i don't sleep









I wont have to wake









and then maybe just maybe









i'll be happy
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