The words no longer reach you.
I've tried; they won't go through.
I'll make you realize.
My feelings I despise.

I'm waiting for you to leave.
I'm waiting for you to disappear.
Tell me how I should feel.
I don't believe it is real.

My heart always whines.
For all that is mine.
I've damaged and defiled.
My thoughts are not compiled.

My heart is full of wounds.
It always bleeds on you.
Can't you see that I'm bruised?
I feel I will be removed.
You will leave and hide.
Like all, you'll cast me aside.
You're shouting that I'm wrong.
When my feelings are strong.

My sun behind the far white.

Give me faith or light up my life.

Wondering why you're always right.

Tell me how I should retain my pride.


 
Taking pills to know how to survive.

Feeling my head turns to a mess.

My light, I still cannot forgive.

With your memories, I'm obsessed.