accept
your fate
surrender  
submit
willingly
before me
your master
bare my brand
wear my collar
whisper
in my ear
you are
my kajira

i’m not done
haven’t finished
my recovery
or healing

you triggered
my addiction
tap into
my sickness

i wanted
needed
craved
your body

to be inside you
physically
mentally
emotionally

burn as one
eternally

sit on daddy’s lap
let him brush your hair
you crave his touch
his attention
the tingle
of being
so close
to a man
the ****** confusion
of the electra complex
**** your mother
******* father
you’re suffering
from the sylvia plath effect

you tap
into my sickness
turning me on
to the nth degree
pure heroine
main lined
into an artery

i know it
i feel it
how wrong it is
how bad
you are for me

i’ve tried
to stop
this vicious
cycle
of self
destructiveness

kiss or ****
**** or fight
which one
will it be
tonight

what is it sweetie
you want to snuggle and sleep with daddy

ok sweetie
as long as you promise
to be quiet and fall asleep

what is it sweetie
you can’t sleep
you want daddy to rub your tummy
if daddy does do you promise to fall asleep

ok sweetie
take off your nighty
daddy will rub your tummy
don’t make a peep and go to sleep

sweetie
stop moaning and squirming
your suppose to be sleeping

sweetie
no
daddy won’t pet your kitten
you have school tomorrow

sweetie
stop touching your kitten
bad girl
now look
you gave daddy
a *****

i’m the prize
try your hand
audition for me
like a dancing monkey
do stupid things
to impress me
see if i’ll pick you
to **** me

wild eyes disheveled hair
a hothouse of repressed emotions
your mind whirls with anxieties
of a good girl
gone bad
due to a cauldron
boiling between your legs
you try in vain
to dull the pain
sleeping with men
being used
then cast aside
abandoned
reopening the wound
of daddy issues