Each morning I wake up to a new day
I always look forward to your heartfelt message which always come in handy.
I will read an read till I start laughing.

You are a God sent
You are beautiful at heart
You are the most precious thing I could ever dream of
Your the BEST
You make me Proud to be a woman.

How do we measure closeness?
Not in miles alone ,for I feel closer to you every year even though you're far away.
Although I miss all our casual hellos and chats. I miss reading your messages where you addressed me as my love or my sugar... Oh it hots!
I missed your touch,your sweet voice that usually sing a song" Oh baby! Oh,baby!" I missed your sincere love that was painfully waiting for me which I was blinded to by actually insecurities and fear. I miss everything about you.

I wish the universe can tell you how much I missed you. But still I know waiting for you will never be regretted. I am still at your beck and call my love.

Waking up to see your beautiful quotes from my page makes me feel like a woman.
Your words sweet my heart and make it more younger each and every day.

How I wish I am with you to feel each words in my heart,to hear then with my ears. Showing you how happy I am. And how wonderful you make me feel.

Here is my gratitude from here to you. Loving you would have been the best thing but.... Distance is my darling enemy. But still my heart is so glad I have you❤️.

In your presence,I rediscovered my name.
My name that was hidden under the pain of separation.
I rediscovered the eyes no longer veiled with fever.
And your laughter like a flame piercing the shadows.
Has revealed your love to me beyond the rain of yesterday.

Eight to nine years,my love with days of illusions and shattered ideas,
And sleep made restless with alcohol
The suffering that  burns today with the taste of tomorrow
And that turns love into a boundless river.

In your presence, I have rediscovered this memories of my blood
And necklaces of laughter hung around our days
Days sparkling with ever new joys

In your arms, I felt the ever secured hugs,the most sweetest 😘 that looks like honey.
In your arms I felt most loved and like a real woman.
In your bed I became a fairy angel never want to come back to reality.
You taste like honey and your thickest porridge made me see a true sincerity of soul in human.
It's felt like being in a dream Land don't ever want to open my eyesagain.

Is only in your presence I rediscovered the true name I have hidden some years back.
And this memories gave me the option of vowing to you that waiting for the total you is not a crime.

If to be lonely without you is the only thing the Universe gives me I will keep on waiting in faith in the power of the Universe because in your presence I feel like a natural woman.

Think About Love / Dolly Parton
I can't forget you
Ever since the moment that I met you
You've been on my mind
And I need to somehow let you know
That I think about you all the time

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

We were strangers
Now I'm already wrapped around your finger
Oh what's a heart to do
'Cause it lingers
And the thought of you
Wantin' me as much as I want you

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

Makes me blue
I'm not holding you tonight
'Cause only you can satisfy
This heart of mine

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

All night long,I have been searching for the way to talk to you.
All I have here is our memoties of the past.
Which is making me traced the past back to where I ever wronged you.
I am realizing each and every day my hellish mistakes of insecurities and fear.
I got to appreciate you for the love you ever showed me for 12 years without losing hope.
I got to accept it if you chose to marry your business.
I also love you more because I know and feel it that I am the ONLY one on your mind still even when you don't pick my calls or reply my message.
I still have that Confidence that if we are made for each other, you will come back to me full of health,life and money.

You are far from me but so close to my ❤️. And I will forever love you.