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Niki Nov 2019
My eyes begin to tremble
Is this another dream?
Inside my friend, the devil
was lying underneath.

No, it's not a dream
Nightmares never cease
The beast that stood before me
saw nothing more than feast.

A feast consisting of my flesh
and drenched into my blood
My heart enfeebled in my chest
as his face began to rot.
Inspired by the TV series "Hannibal"
Niki Nov 2019
Sick of pretending
Feigning
Hiding what I'm thinking,
What I'm feeling
Clenching my teeth
To claim otherwise
What a filthy mask!
Turns oxygen to poison
Smothering me
I want to tear it
Rip it to shreds!
A beautiful fantasy
I only put into words
Makes no difference
Since all they want
Is a big toothy smile
That screams "I'm fine"
And if I don't mean it
I fake it!
Fake it till I make it
Or else they reject me
Ignore me
That's how much they care.
Inspired by the movie "Joker"
Niki Oct 2019
Sweet sorrow
Paralyzing pain
Deadly drugs
Venom in my veins
Burning through my mind
Leaving me aflame
This sentiment of loss
Is driving me insane
Paranoia is taking hold
Drowning all my thoughts
How long will I go on
With all these open sores?
  Oct 2019 Niki
Nikoletta
I'm dreaming white dreams
I'm telling white lies
I'm crying white tears
I'm flying in white skies

Everything is white
So pale and so cold
And even though I am blind
I still can see them all

But still..

I never saw death
I never saw life
I never saw a face
I never saw the light

My blind eyes are white
And they're always shut
But I still can see the darkness
That lies inside your heart
This is my very first poem, I hope you like it!!!
Niki Oct 2019
A forced smile
Stitched to my face
Faking content
But what was really lying underneath
Was pure contempt
Contempt for all those insensitive people
With senseless hearts
No expression, no sensation
Nothing but a never ending void
And I was no different
No different at all
Since I was drowning in it too
Drowning in this void that we created
Based on insensitive people
With senseless hearts
And I was hoping, longing
For someone to reach out
Pull me out of this void
To show me the rest of it
The better side of it
Niki Jul 2019
In the corner, over there
in his car He drives around
waiting to see him now
with a look full of despair

He's hoping to find his mate
in the place where he works
but He's afraid of the worst
when He sees the fire and flame

The bookshop is set alight
and without even blinking
He rushes in the building
praying that he's alright

He wanders around the room
a longing gaze in his eyes
only for him to realize
that his friend is gone for good

Sitting there, feeling lost
among the books which are on fire
He gives a cry of pain and ire
for the friend He loved the most
Inspired by a scene from the tv series called "Good Omens"
I didn't want to mention the characters names that's why I chose to write the pronoun "he" with capital "H" whenever I'm referring to Crowley.
Niki Jul 2019
Within a moment a heart stopped beating
No blood left to pump through veins or arteries
No source of life to keep you breathing
to keep you standing
to keep you fighting the endless fight
that is life.
Dedicated to a friend of mine who lost someone very close to her.
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