This girl said she was falling in love with me
I think she was just falling for my words

Do you ever just look at something
With not a thought on your mind
But your lovely blank stare
Can see straight past the blue sky
And over the mellow meadows which give color to dreams
Over the infinite skyscrapers that grow but do not leave
Do you stare at the trees which may not have long before fall
And not even have one single thought at all

Runaway thoughts
Too far gone from the mind
All this madness and chaos
Is enough to turn the whole world blind

The coldness of your shallow eyes
Only light up when the tears have dried
And when the thoughts are burred so very deep
Your mind takes you where you want to be
Away from anger
Far away from fear
So far from reality
That you would have no need to care

4:21 am
Everything feels dead
The silence
The emptiness
The nothingness in my head
My hands no longer shake
I no longer feel fear
Emotions have gone
From sadness to none
I wonder what have I become
Tomorrow might be better
But it probably wont
Whats one good day
If the next ten are a slump

When they don't know
The way the wind blows
Nothing but their breathing flows
Their mind takes them where they want to go
But deep down
Beneath their shallow insecurities
Lies something truly horrible
Their deepest darkest sadness shows
And its hurts so much
Because their empty apologies are just words for show
They think they are okay
But they are not
I am not okay
But at least that I know