when you looked down
i swear you looked terrified
like you would crack
and i believed it
but
the next time,
and the next
and the next
i became apathetic
in fact
i thought it was funny
how you could
think you could
fool everyone with
your fake emotions
and breakdowns
all to seem
vulnerable
but now
i laugh
because
i've seen that trick before
because
you're no better than the rest of us
i'm glad you realize this too

Why?
why did you take him?
you gave him your heart
and he gave you his
I thought it would stop at just him
but
I want more than him now
I want
you
but
I feel like that's more than just
a simple love for both of you
its selfishness
hell
it seems two
just isn't enough for me right?
Isn't that what they say?
That we,
those like me,
are selfish?