I loved you
I trusted you.
it's always been
... just you

I do not
remember
ever loving anyone
... but, you

Whispers of hope
our beautiful, misled dreams
crazy fantasies
hopeless dreams

the words you whispered
tenderly embraced
in your comforting arms
a web of lies

wish I could
undo those promises
such deceit
in the midnight hour

our lonely hearts
... cheated

A million memories
of a million kisses
my neck, my body...all over
kisses all the time

but, as the months
slowly turn into years
I have only fading memories
... of a few

I wished
I saved some
for these
rainy days

In my lonely hour,
my heart aches for
your touch
your soft whispers

My soul
consoling my broken heart
with memories of
your butterfly kisses

when morning comes
I am lovingly reminded
there is beauty and comfort
in a new day

The night's silence
chirping birds not yet in slumber
reminding me,
I am not alone.

Painfully remembering
Your loving embrace
my heart aches
Once again,

Do you ever,
just sit with your head in your hands
wiping your lonely tears
remembering...

In the depth of the ocean
darkness surrounding me
my invisible enemy
lurking in the deepest part of my soul

drowning,
emotions surfacing
faced with only
my own thoughts

my pretty smile
disguising my lies
my tears,
tell a story.

I am, ok!
my favourite line,
while tears
find their way into my heart