you keep feeding yourself
little lies about him
wishing one were true
just so you could have a reason
to get over him
but you can't
because no matter
how bad he hurts you
you hold on to the old him
and he's gone
he's been gone
but you failed to see that
and you fell more and more
in love with him
clueless to the fact he was
falling in love with someone else
allowing yourself to get hurt
but you keep falling
and falling
and you still
can't
stop

Red;
Your fire red hair and freckles that cover your pale body;

Orange;
Your soft, sweet kisses that you place upon my cheek and lips;

Yellow;
Your hugs that warm me up when I'm sad or upset;

Green;
Your big beautiful eyes that I could get lost in just staring at them;

Blue;
The tears that stroll down my face when I'm not with you;

Purple;
The passion I feel when cuddling, snuggling, or falling asleep with you;

Pink;
Every time you compliment me, or give me kisses, I blush;

Black;
The pain I feel, or the darkness I go into when I feel alone;

Every color that I have written down,
Reminds me of why I have fallen in love with you.
You are my "Happily Ever After",
My favorite part of each day,
And my sunshine to my cloudy and rainy days;

It ***** to love someone so much
even after all the pain they've caused
even after the tears you've shed for them countless times before
but to still love them
to still know deep down you'd do anything to have them back
i guess that's how love works
it's twisted ways have me head over heels for that boy
the one who has broken my heart
countless times
but i won't learn

once you start to fall for someone
all of the negatives about being with them
begin getting pushed out by the positives
till all you see are positives
and you start to let that wall crumble
you start to trust again
love again
and no matter how hard you try
you can’t keep that wall up forever