For the longest time you've and I have been together
Yeah, It feels like forever
And the funny thing is we still don't know where we're going
Like, do you remember all the times I went to school with tears in my face?
Let me tell you I was lost
It was like I was stuck in a maze
But you believed in me
Stood by my side
When everyone else was leaving me
Had my back through everything
You're a part of me, you live in me.

And at times, I'd sit there and I'd cry about my ex
Always been into you, never been into ***
You're more than a friend, that I'd hit up with a text
And things have been hard lately
I ain't gonna deny
Been doing more drugs and popping more pills
Cause I'm trying to stay high
Trying to stay still and watch life drive by
Then I see you on my desk, like I gotta grind
Hear you whispering to my ear like
Jake, we're falling me behind
But the inspiration to write another thing
Is getting harder to find.

Yeah, we are friends now and I don't mind that
Though, I hate we act like we forgot our past, we don't talk about that
And even now I can't help but wonder if you think of me still
Can't help but wonder if you know how I feel
Past couple days I had more questions than I've had answers
Don't want our relationship to be, an uncontrollable cancer
And even though you're back, I don't know if you're back
Completely.

Ever since you back, can't seem to stop writing
Staring at my phone, can't seem to stop typing
Looking at the heart emojis, I sent you on my phone
Questioning whether it was you or it was me, that was far too gone
Not sure if we just needed space or needed time
Can't stop reminiscing about the days you were mine.