Broken, that is how i basically feel
every time i have to take a stand
you make me wish i was steel.
I could never go back to the
girl i was, the girl that would heal

Healing was her power
until she couldn't because
she had enough fractures

She thought she could handle
all the tears that she cried into
her sleeping howl

He was the reason of all of her problems
she tried her hardest not to be
shattered

He was a little bit more stronger
that is the only way
he defeated her steeliness goddess

A Goddess should never be broken
but enough heartbreaks
could shatter her into little pieces
of her broken powers~K.O~

Not tryna be disrespected, I'm not that type of *****
You thought you hurt me, think again you were a switch
I am stronger than you thought, guess what you are?
A mindless *** with no **** at all.
Don't you dare to tell me I am small
My crown is bigger than your mindless love
You have no respect for women who be the most perfect of them all
Sure you stole something from me but never my imagery
You think I was your F3, *** you was my musically
I was moving you around like a chess game
Playing you against other bae
You thought you were important?
But at the end, I am the one saying checkmate
Don't come at me with lies after, because you not coming back into my life after all that **** you texted me
You ain't gonna come back, cuz you already on the sidewalk
I blocked you everywhere to not see your fuckblock
Didn't need to see your posts at 2am
That's the perfect time to break your aim
You don't need to know where I am
Snapchat is the only one allowed cuz at least knows my real value, babe.

I drink my own misery
Trying to drain out the pain
I drink my own tears
Trying not to water tissues
I drink my own self
Trying to be absolute
I drink my own soul
Trying to escape reality
I drink my own dreams
Trying to make the road easier
I drink my own friends
Trying to make them real
I drink my own thoughts
Trying to make them dissapear
I drink my own venom
Trying to die in peace
I drink my own reflection
Trying to be invisible
I do all these things
Yet I'm still visible~K.O.

been having a lot of nightmares lately
i cant control these affairs on me
it has been a rough time controlling these baby
i need a break from this
now or in hell surely
i might end up in flames
been doing the most lately
no one will listen so i have to speak louder apparently
i am probably going to give up on this reality baby~K.O.

It't just i have so many things to do,
that i can't even think it through.
To be at the top i have to be the best
Pushing myself down the road is
the most hard part yet.
Never thought i say this but my mind
started to faint.
I'm starting to forget who i am,
the only image i see is the one i used to be,
and that's not even on my screen.
I have doubts of myself probably
that's why there are tears on my face
Have no self respect like a marijuana
on the street.
Got no self esteem, even a car has more
inside when it's being clean
My mind is blown and i don't think
it's gonna grow like it used to be
But at the end i have to be the best
to beat the worst of me.~K.O~

His presence weakens my dignity
Analysis my weaknesses and almost makes me cry
His presence makes me feel unsafe
But no one believed me
And no one will till the end of time
The day I die will pass by
And no one will now what really happened that night
There were more than one, but infinitely that
shall remained disguised
My heart feels aches from ****** days
I will live with that pain for as long as I have to,
Though it hurts every minute I'm alive listening to this. -K.O

Truth i only speak
but love is only a treat
for those who believe
bye bye farewell
have a 5 goodnight sleep

You had my heart
and you broke it apart
have you ever thought
of someone besides your heart

You did me wrong
that i know by memorie
not going to forget that impression
of your bearing reflections

You treated me like a dog
and left me without some love
that a human being should have
In times of need and love

The truth i only speak for those
who i believe
It's hard to maintain faith
in something that fails you at every look
you give at them

You had the key to my heart
Now that key is lost in your little
Jewelry box

My love for you was so fierce
that it could break the wind in pieces
where you couldn't even see them

The love that was between us in the air
was blown away by the humid darkness
that you brought to the air

I still love you
I love every inch that you let me tough
for that i feel blessed to have touched such a caring
skin and loving human being

I know deep down in your heart
You still have a little part of that little key
That was meant to keep my heart close
from other locks and to be locked in
and never to be touched in either way~ K.O~

Because of you
i am worse
i'm someone i would have never thought i could
become on my own
You made me become the person i am today
and that is not something to me proud of.
At the beginning, i wanted this writing to be a poem
but i have to write it out as a story.
You can trust someone with your all. You can sacrifice everything
for someone. At the end, they forget everything you did and were willing to do. They turn your actions, into something people don't like. They try to convince everyone else, an idea that is completely different. They don't realize the damage they do to your soul.
In your head, you keep recalling all the things you guys did. You recall the little things you guys used to do. You remember the songs you guys sang in the car. You remember all the little stuff. Because he is the one who in fact left. You tried to be his friend. You tried your best to keep in contact.
In his mind. You weren't worth it. He hangs with other girls. He starts to assume that it is okay to move on. And then again, he forgets. He forgets everything that you did for him. You come into tears, and you drown into your soul while being against the wall. The wall makes you think there is someone holding you while your tearing apart, crying about the person you went to when your where spilling your tears off.
When your mind is wondering off, it takes a little peak back. It wonders, and it goes into the little section that says "broken". It reads a little, and on its own, it starts inundating.
You find yourself in this position, where you don't know what to do. You don't know how to move on. You don't know if moving on to someone else is the best action. Even if he starts being interested in someone else. You are still there. Stuck. Debating on whether to stop, or finding a way to move on. He made you worse, than you were already. And you could never go back. Not in the same way.

You had my heart in your hands
you had my vision in your eyes
you said you had me in your heart
but you terribly lied.

When you broke my heart
you broke the little love
that was left inside

You said all the things
you said but
they were always
part of your evil plan

I didn't bother to listen to
your dilemmas
your words weren't
worth listening anymore

I got tired of the kisses
and hugs, all of those
were fake anyways

I  was always trying to be
the one there for you
when you needed an ear
right next to a great mind
an open mind with only greatness inside.~K.O~