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Kristhie May 2019
Not tryna be disrespected, I'm not that type of *****
You thought you hurt me, think again you were a switch
I am stronger than you thought, guess what you are?
A mindless *** with no **** at all.
Don't you dare to tell me I am small
My crown is bigger than your mindless love
You have no respect for women who be the most perfect of them all
Sure you stole something from me but never my imagery
You think I was your F3, *** you was my musically
I was moving you around like a chess game
Playing you against other bae
You thought you were important?
But at the end, I am the one saying checkmate
Don't come at me with lies after, because you not coming back into my life after all that **** you texted me
You ain't gonna come back, cuz you already on the sidewalk
I blocked you everywhere to not see your fuckblock
Didn't need to see your posts at 2am
That's the perfect time to break your aim
You don't need to know where I am
Snapchat is the only one allowed cuz at least knows my real value, babe.
Kristhie May 2019
His presence weakens my dignity
Analysis my weaknesses and almost makes me cry
His presence makes me feel unsafe
But no one believed me
And no one will till the end of time
The day I die will pass by
And no one will now what really happened that night
There were more than one, but infinitely that
shall remained disguised
My heart feels aches from ****** days
I will live with that pain for as long as I have to,
Though it hurts every minute I'm alive listening to this. -K.O
Kristhie Jun 2018
Don't dare to call me
Don't dare to follow
you are not allowed since
you wanted to be shallow
Don't try to win me back
with all of that
foreshadow
I can't possibly forgive
what you have left  hollow
You bring back pain
that i thought was gone
You bring back pain
that made me have a gun
You have no right to look at me
directly to my eyes
You have no right to look at me
after all you have done
Made me be into drugs to
numb all these thoughts
Made me be into drugs to
forget what was done
I thought you were real
but once again i was left
in my ocean of thoughts
It was black and cold
told you all my nightmares
and you still took all my trust
Can't think of words to tell you
it was a nice run
took me a while to forgive
but i know i won't forget what is gone
forever from my heart. ~ K.O.
Kristhie Jun 2018
been having a lot of nightmares lately
i cant control these affairs on me
it has been a rough time controlling these baby
i need a break from this
now or in hell surely
i might end up in flames
been doing the most lately
no one will listen so i have to speak louder apparently
i am probably going to give up on this reality baby~K.O.
Kristhie Oct 2017
I drink my own misery
Trying to drain out the pain
I drink my own tears
Trying not to water tissues
I drink my own self
Trying to be absolute
I drink my own soul
Trying to escape reality
I drink my own dreams
Trying to make the road easier
I drink my own friends
Trying to make them real
I drink my own thoughts
Trying to make them dissapear
I drink my own venom
Trying to die in peace
I drink my own reflection
Trying to be invisible
I do all these things
Yet I'm still visible~K.O.
Kristhie Sep 2017
You are responsible of being able to survive this sphere that we call love.
Kristhie Sep 2017
Because of you
i am worse
i'm someone i would have never thought i could
become on my own
You made me become the person i am today
and that is not something to me proud of.
At the beginning, i wanted this writing to be a poem
but i have to write it out as a story.
You can trust someone with your all. You can sacrifice everything
for someone. At the end, they forget everything you did and were willing to do. They turn your actions, into something people don't like. They try to convince everyone else, an idea that is completely different. They don't realize the damage they do to your soul.
In your head, you keep recalling all the things you guys did. You recall the little things you guys used to do. You remember the songs you guys sang in the car. You remember all the little stuff. Because he is the one who in fact left. You tried to be his friend. You tried your best to keep in contact.
In his mind. You weren't worth it. He hangs with other girls. He starts to assume that it is okay to move on. And then again, he forgets. He forgets everything that you did for him. You come into tears, and you drown into your soul while being against the wall. The wall makes you think there is someone holding you while your tearing apart, crying about the person you went to when your where spilling your tears off.
When your mind is wondering off, it takes a little peak back. It wonders, and it goes into the little section that says "broken". It reads a little, and on its own, it starts inundating.
You find yourself in this position, where you don't know what to do. You don't know how to move on. You don't know if moving on to someone else is the best action. Even if he starts being interested in someone else. You are still there. Stuck. Debating on whether to stop, or finding a way to move on. He made you worse, than you were already. And you could never go back. Not in the same way.
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