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I felt your scars and we became friends
We looked into each others eyes and said we will meet again
In a drunken state we wanted nothing more
Than to be what was always meant to happen
No kissing, let's just share a smoke
A couple more drinks and a of course a few jokes
I'm sorry I made you dance, but you did the same to me
My heart on it's metaphorical tip toes
I've never known of a friendship that was so smooth
But we knew what to expect that's how it goes
When it's  a friendship to be
We set the example for all to see
Fork between my toes
Nobody knows
call it the fork in the road
which path will you take
which path will I choose
Drink another one; *****
I drink when I'm single
Turns me into a drunk bilingual
I speak sober and drunk thoughts
who would have thought my thoughts would be so clear
drinking about a few more than a few beers
Down the hatch, that won't come back
and neither will you but I'm mad at the fact
you were never real but never fake
more like a waste of my time
Call it a mistake
Going off on a quandary
Hate doing laundry
The smell of finished business
makes me not miss this
On a path others have paved does not ensure the road won't need work when it's your turn to use it
A house in the woods how quaint I ponder
Whose woods these are I yearn to wander
Away from the world of outside distraction
Opening a the door to my new found attraction
Writing poems to pass the time
Finding the scheme to continue the rhyme
A man with a dream that's hard to find
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
I'm writing all day and all night instead
Of sleeping in a so called bed
Where ever I lay my hat is my home
A hat on my head in which I roam
I'm glad I could get you to read this poem
In my heart deep down it hurts
I'm about to go berserk
I put in the time and work
Now give me what I deserve
Half a million people read my words but have nothing to say?
But I put blood sweat and emotion on every page..
When everyone keeps so quiet about my "hustle" it doesn't fill me with rage
Just wondering if you're reading along with me on the same page
I don't ask for much just to lend me your eyes, and say "oh who's this guy?"
Keeping you curious but I'm out here getting furious or rather delirious
Hoping one day all of you might take me a little serious
Voices full of choices but no way make
Chances we are given but do not take
Minds full of judgement and regret
Especially when the outcome is the opposite of what you expect
Irony is elusive, but not unreal
Sometimes it's better to expect than to just deal
With something you had some power over to stop
But now when it's too late all we want to do is talk
About what could have been instead of what will be
I'm an optimist that's the difference between you and me
No matter the outcome for better or worse
I will not allow my path to change its direction
The same goes for the mirror that portrays my reflection
Can you see me in this sea of seemingly see through souls?

How I wish I could be a stranger to you again

Each encounter used to make me more human than I ever imagined

Every time our thoughts collided I wonder which were mine

I would travel the end of this world until it forgot about me

Just to see those looks so genuine and no one was used to who I am

Who I wanted to be you never had a chance to look

The first glance is always what sticks and it *****, I know

Every move I've made after was just out of character

I don't think anyone truly knows who or what I am

When I'm still learning how to tread on my own

The things I do know I'm years beyond these fish

The sea you see isn't the one where I swim

But it's the one you decided to release me in
In realms of thoughts, I'm held captive, you see,
A prisoner of my mind's eternity.
With every dream and fervent aspiration,
I ponder if joy awaits in my narration.

"It's not you, it's me," the words resound,
In solitude's embrace, I'm tightly bound.
A yearning heart seeks happiness anew,
Yet uncertainty shadows what I can pursue.

Amidst life's tapestry, will I find my key?
Unlock the door to a blissful destiny?
I wander, wondering if fate will decree,
A moment's reprieve where my soul can be free.

For dreams may soar on wings of hope's flight,
But reality's grasp may dim their light.
In the realm of possibilities, I yearn to explore,
Discovering solace I've not felt before.

Oh, elusive happiness, my constant desire,
I strive for you, fueled by an inner fire.
Yet the path is obscured, the future unclear,
Leaving me to ponder if your embrace is near.

But still, I persist, with hope as my guide,
Seeking the day when sorrows subside.
Though doubts may plague, I won't let them deter,
For the yearning within me, I will not defer.

So, onward I journey, with doubts in tow,
Amidst the uncertainty, my spirit will grow.
For in this quest for happiness untold,
I'll find my purpose, a story yet to unfold.
I come to you when I want
I come to you when I need
You come to me to take
When you take from me I bleed
Take and take is all you do
Foolhardily I let it happen
*What if I did that to you?
My eyes really open up to know the world will go on without me
I'm stuck living life from check to check and mirror to selfie
What is this world of self admiration without self confidence?
A fake sense of belonging for a measly thumbs up and a "share"
Funny to know that most of the time we all don't care
Conscious and worried in the back of our mind
Love me notice me be with me it all rushes in
This fear of being alone come about through wires not connected to our brain
Never have I felt such a rush from reading characters
and to think you have no idea if I've ever read a book or not
Take a second and think about that thought
When looking for the perfect mate you look for what interests you and find people who calibrate on that particular level you find that one thing that brings you close together and slowly make a decent into the *** jungle. flies all around nothing but lust in the air, the ****** energy is just so intense you want it to take over control and you want to explore the jungle. it's okay jump inside, no one will see, you will like it, she will like it, her supple body ready for the test of pleasure, endurance of pain, ready for ****** central. Ready for the electronic signals in each others brains to melt you two into one freaky deaky being.
A man only knowing so much
He has found what makes him happy the most
Should be careful not to open his mouth, boast
Attention is a cruel mistress
Confidence she said, it's attractive she said
She stood in my way not as a path. but a road block
She made me swerve out of control and into her life
I should have took a left instead of right
Nervous, like the first day of school times ten
Innards shaky from what's to come
I don't know if I'm ready, what have I done?

One chance to do this, will I seize the day?
Am I smart enough am I strong enough?
Am I trained physically and mentally tough?

I've set a trap, but where has it gone?
Removed and detached with the help of technique
I will uphold my values along with physique

I'm goin' gone mamma can't you see
There no stoppin' now I've gone too far
I'll be smiling at you from the rear view my journey's car
Thank you lovely people for giving me the opportunity to write and entertain or peak your interest with my writing, I am shipping off to basic training wish me luck guys I'll be gone for half a year and come back a full and fit soldier, thank you <3
You have to hold on
To anyone that wants you
Gone in seconds, now you want to bring harm to
Anyone around you
Sometimes it is good to let loose
Don't think just do
If I could I would poke a hole in my chest to
Simply share my heart with you
The vibes I felt were far too real now where did you go?
I saw you and you saw me and I had to know
You were gone too soon for me to ask
Was it me you were looking at?
My life was whole once
Now it's in pieces, funny
How the smaller things yield the biggest impact
I loved, twice
Now I'm on the phone giving romantic advice
Call me nice
It's a vice
Covered in sugar and spice
Fool me once, no, twice, going on thrice
You play the game of love you pay the price
They said third times the charm
Yet I've payed a leg and an arm
Love is war I mean you no harm
You can plan a perfect picnic
But you can't predict a storm
It's been time for the past 5 minutes
Do or die it's what we say
Game time, all the time, no more work, just play
Hands shaking, stomach quaking, mind aching, nerves breaking
Our object and goal clear with the rooms gravity intensifying
Sweating, it's cold, pressure, I'm trying
No time to waste, our time to use
A game where we can all tie win or lose
The crowds expressionless faces their infamous harks
The more I think about it, we're the fishes in the sea of sharks
The pressure they put on me was always provoked
I couldn't overcome it even on my best days
When it comes to the real do I have always choked
I use to know this girl she was a trick
Illusion turn down my determination its a *****
For when I thought id kiss your lips
Now I'm the one that feels like ****
I'm like the rocks we throw in the ocean
Down below away from the commotion
Steadily sinking deeper within the motion
The last person to touch you is long gone
and being at the bottom you may never be touched again but is that so wrong?
No more fear and no more guessing, trying to find the hidden meaning behind a blessin'
maybe its to learn a lesson while I could use a little decompression
these depths have got me going through retrogression
but what was I before i was too heavy to float?
All the words i wanted to say are stuck in my throat
and the only thing I can manage to say was "nice throw"
Disconnect the clouds and in comes new life above the world living in abstract swirls of shape shifting paradise where everything is imagination guessing what the next cloud looks like silhouettes better yet a pillow of fluffy innocent air but do you dare to live above the rest?
Could you smell like ciggarettes one more time?
It's cancerous taste brings me back
To a time of youth and rebellion
The feelin of invincibility would take over control
Inhale; time feels as short and thin as the air in my lungs
The taste oh the taste, a bitter remorse, hint of curiosity
The only taste I ever knew, ****** lungs
Could you smell like ciggarettes one more time?
Hello, are you new here?
I'll be your friend
Add me on Facebook!
Let's make it trend!
We will be friends till the very end
One day turns to one week
A month to a year
I don't get it yesterday you were just here
Emotionally detaching the world no doubt
Time to rethink what we live learn and love about
I see you want to do something today
I think to myself I'll send a message your way
I see that you read
What ever I said
Is social media a place to keep thoughts out of your head?
Like preaching to the choir, with a little less flare
How can we act like we don't even care
Why do we like and why do we tweet
In my eyes it would be pretty sweet
If we all sat down at a table somewhere
No technology or even a care
One day our society will be back in route
but until then
Time to rethink what we live learn and love about
A sign of freedom and letting loose
Rebellion slowly forming a noose
Sit back and watch your future fade
While you're stuck making minimum wage
To all his own metaphorically speaking
Doesn't take a cry for help to see you freaking
Out and about you still return to the scene
Like nothing else matters and no in between
Coming down from a hangover like no ones business
When the future come you won't be missed
Every time I put in more work I get less in return
Somehow I don't think this is a lesson I need to learn
Growing up has never felt like this but where do I begin?
I'm at a point where I ask myself why do I need friends if all beginnings have endings?
Could it be that these friends or myself are transcending  
Past the point of them spending
Anytime with me anymore, how do you know a friendship is ending
It feels more like a facebook friend request, I'm just pending..
I don't blame others for anything they don't want to do
It's just been a while since I've had a friend to talk to
When I reach out it feels like I'm asking for a handout
and everyone's got their hands full
Not one to call bull, but I need to pull
Myself from this hole in my heart that tends to make me miserable
Sometimes I ask myself why or what did I do to be like this
But the truth is I'm more than fine just confused by it
It being this constant narrative where it's me versus me
There seems to be no one around my immediate 360
I use all my strength each day to work the hardest, safest, and most efficient as I can be.
I'm not saying no one is but who is there to reciprocate that energy?
For those times I need to look up and someone needs to be my guide
For the times I want to run and go hide
I don't want to do this that or even the other
Sometimes I felt like I never had a Mother.
Mine loves me to death, she is the greatest and got me this far
Sometimes I ask why because even she doesn't have the answers I need and when times get this hard
I try not to dwell but I also dwell
Rare times where I trap my thoughts inside of this negativity cell
All boxed up filled with explosive emotions
On a good day enough to part seas and oceans
All I need is a checkup, not one from any doctor
Perhaps the ones that put it all on the table
that don't proclaim it's their final offer
Vices to devices
Southern Comfort

Don't open your heart
Unless you plan to get hurt

You above me, just how it is
I'm here for now, then gone with the wind

Keep an eye on me, look all the way up high
Every night I'll look for your eyes, way up in the sky
Vast, endless void with open arms
Drift into the stars
No cause for alarm
When you're here your home
This is a fact
In this open space I never look back
Discover it all, float away with a purpose
Mind so open creating space within space to surface
A broad spectrum of uncharted unknowns
I've never felt so close home
Than I do given space
I spoke and my words along with me started to fade away
Nothing more or less than a gentle sea breeze
Never to be seen but always to be heard
We can feel each other but you'll never find me
Your heart could pretend to love me
I know you're cold
I smell nice and your skin so soft
Getting off track but that's what eternity does to you
My mind hasn't gone it's just occupied by the changes in the ocean
Of your emotion and impossible to read chicken scratch personality
I've lost it all but go with the flow so you know even though
I'm not around all the time I still feel the want to touch
Your life don't forget me I love you very much
Inhale the courage to exhale my name
and one day I might breeze passed you again
Afraid to take that next big leap, what do I fear?
Conscious of my decisions but when will I care?
Expected limits of my life, will I remain stuck here?
A last resort, my mental breakdown
The trembling of hands that would make anyone seem nervous
Straps and pills couldn't do the trick
Time to myself, always been a riddle
I haven't learned to swim in the real world
Have I asked for help..or will I be forced to drown with my ship?
SSG
SSG
Your gaze lingered like a catchy tune
All by my lonesome, nothing to do
But stare at the ceiling and think of you
I flipped through some channels to distract myself
But it was clear in that moment I needed some help
Incendiary eyes to set me a blaze
Your look got my heart roaming a maze
And I'm amazed that this phase hasn't faded away
All because of your lingering gaze
Happiness is a feeling that passes through magnetic waves
We can feel the reverberation of positive energy as we pass each other by was there more to it?
Is there a spark, my feelings became electric
My mind became its source of power but otherwise useless
Just tell me that when we passed eachother by you felt this?
Words seem to be all I'm good at, and I'ts the only thing that cripples me at the same time
Cat had my tongue, I didn't want it back
Scaredy cat, hardly frightened
My speech implies that of an enlightened
Thinker, I think, I thought
Words, on a stage, I'm distrought
Rigormotis set in, stone, to the bone
Keep those words to myself, I'd rather be alone
You'll always have a hold on me
A cold ghoslty grip
I've learned to bundle up to protect myself

These scars will never go away, I don't want them to
My tests of time and time again
How can I forget how strong I am

Learned from mistakes, sure I still make them
Just hard to believe its still hurts

I feel all variations of me making
The same mistakes in every
Alternative universe

Thats just how we cope
It makes us feel better
For still believing in hope

So yes sometimes we wish things could be different
They will we keep saying one day
After I finish getting all our mistakes out of the way
Why do I feel my efforts lack adequacy?
As time unfolds, my vision fades progressively.
ADHD complicates decisions, a challenging mission,
Thoughts compete, a mental juxtaposition.
Desired shots, no ammo, a mind's lonely condition,
Trapped within, feeling like a personal prison.
Daily, I slaughter my soul in monotonous repetition,
A ghost of my aspirations, lost in the exhibition.
A painted smile on a shell of what I sought,
Running on empty, no gas stations in thought.
As I'm writing this the seconds fly by...time, slow down, I can't keep up and I'm always in the past.
Assignments, projects, classes with a schedule to cram in, must make me a busy student
I find myself listening to the tick-tock of the clock as I clench my fist trying to grab a hold of time.
No matter how much I get ahead or behind, time does not wait for mankind.
As the clock chimes and reminds us of the time before you know it's midnight.
All throughout my struggles and endeavors I utter a cry of defeat as time slips on by and through my grasp.
Now I, exhausted, crawling to bed and my work incomplete is a constant reminder time is something you can never beat.
Brought to me by a young adult who needed help editing
Her body was as good as mine
She wanted mine and I wanted hers
I couldn't ask for  more
Hypnotized by lost and overcome with desire
The spark between our bodies was practically fire
Intensity picks up, our bodies together
Like lighter fluid, ready to be lit
With the slightest touch
Like two sticks rubbing together
The flame so strong yet my hands never got burned
The work I've done, your body earned
The smell of lust and sin in the air
The feel smooth and silky hair
Not a single care in the world
But to explore each others bodies until we grow old
Shovel and pale in hand
I'm ready
How I miss you
Our sleepless nights
The longer days with you make me feel so good
Eating ice cream together
Glistening, sweating, skinny dipping
It's all the signs of a good time and a good vibe
All day and all night
I'd fight to keep you any day
Splish splash, salty taste, in the waters late at night
With you it don't matter because when it's time it all feels right
Sun
Sun
I lift the blinds
to show everyone
When you're around
How bright you shine
Even when you can't see it
The sun smiles down and you cant get enough
Cool breezes pass by to create your dance
A sunny place to hide your face
But you never hid from the rain
Don't let thy wilt
A flower as precious as gold
Dancing with the sunlight a flowers emotion
rays from the sun stir up commotion
Illuminating the world golden petals to boot
Looking for happiness in its pursuit
Along the way you found a bed
Laid your seeds up in my head
To blossom into something new
With a little bit of me and a lot a bit with you
Eyes a pool with no limit in depth
I fall in love with the feel of her gaze
Heart stained blue an aquatic maze
Digging through a sea of emotion
Trying to read her erratic motion
Smile always a grin like she knows what you can't
Making your thoughts seem smaller
Her voice makes you want to call her
baby or boo even banana
Crazy how I feel about this girl her name is...
Remember the times we use to share
Nights by the fire, I'd stroke your hair
We laughed we loved we braved the rain
I'll never forget this sugar coated pain
I was so young I couldn't see
A love too real, fantasy; imaginary
I held your hand but held it loose
In the other a tightly knotted neuse
Now if you asked me back I could only refuse
You know those people who always  keep us in our place
The only ones who before you loved looked into your face
Taught you right from wrong as you shed a few tears along the way
How late you could stay outside and play
Made sure most of us got what we needed
Even if our needs were a bit conceited
None the less beyond all the hard times and stress
Our family are the ones to pick up our mess
If you have them or anything like them cherish it, in this world you have most but if you truly want them family will always be there please share this as I take this message to heart
They stare at me while I stare you
Sitting behind hope faded from the truth
Craving; yes  as I feel that heartbeat through my chest you've seen the worst and I am the best but...
They stare at me while I stare at you
You're vision once set on me now grown through times skew advances
Live fast die young **** love and romance then.
I recall the days of learning to teach, a journey on the fly,
Delving into the minds of students beyond the naked eye.
Words unspoken found refuge upon the written page,
A former kid myself, aging with each passing stage.

Uncertain at first, my purpose seemed out of reach,
Focused solely on the art of crafting poetic speech.
Memorable were the students, minds so malleable,
Given a chance, transformations happened, session by session, palpable.

One young man, a silent observer without a spoken word,
Doodling on pages, where every story he'd heard.
Guiding him to express the unspoken swirling in his heart,
He grasped my hand, a firm shake, realizing his part.

No push for attention, just relishing in the freedom's glow,
A class where liberation flourished, a desire to bestow.
Easing the stress of middle school, where sharp minds reside,
Teaching them to tap into what I believed was art's guide.

Poetry, a sanctuary, laughter withheld from judgment's grasp,
Expressing love, hatred, sadness—a multifaceted clasp.
Tears flowed freely as a kid spoke of his dad,
In that moment, the profound power of teachers I had.

A child with dyslexia, a narrative to share,
Named me his favorite teacher with a tender care.
A laptop program aiding his thoughts and dreams,
Talent and stories emerged, beyond what it seems.

Offer alternatives to learning, nurture the right mentality,
Never undermine the impact, discover the key's vitality.
In the realm of education, where potentials intertwine,
A teacher's influence is a beacon, forever to shine.
A woman
with not much more to give than a smile and kind gestures
Discontent but not for herself, but what she lives
By choice but it feels like that of a trap
She loves and loves but nothing ever gives
She nods and believes god will have her back even if it doesn't feel that way
The love from her burns greater than a saints angelic glow
Wondering if her kids are happy will I follow on that path?
Lovers who morn with no loss but that of their love
Agreeing to hold each others hands in the night but loosely
Turn day, the show began for the children and those who doubt
Pride the illustrious white horse that can choose the path of good or evil
But whom to consume with each path the fakers or the unknowing?
I'll watch you wither into dust
Nothing left, down to the bone
Guess I must have misplaced my trust
No in you but on you, I believe what I see
Looks like I walking this one alone
Move along nothing to see
No more of you left, erased from my past
Things happen for a reason yet seem to constantly happen to me
You got a life
And so do I
Reasons keeping us apart and I'm always asking
why?

Am I only temporary?
Are we chill?
Do you only like me when you have time to ****?

How am I here without the ones I wanna keep so close
People that check on me and help me smile the most
Even a clown needs a break to breakdown

I don't need anyone make me happy
But I can't be a romantic if I can't be sappy
Just an untapped tree
With roots oh, so, *****

Twisted like the silence swirling echoes in my head
Emptiness like indents of where you used to sleep
Secrets we'll have until we're dead
Surrounded by promises no one plans to keep

Too many feelings got me feeling temporary
I've got a million reasons why I shouldn't be awake
I've prayed every night but still you take

What little sanity I have left by keeping you in my thoughts

What we were and what we could have been
Funny how we are now versus how we were then

You'd take me for a drive just to hear me talk
Park far away from my house to hold my hand longer while we walk

To my door to call it a night
You'd kiss me, say I love you sleep tight.

You don't care if I ever see the sun
Because the whole time you threw me shade just do fun

It was never your intention to stick by my side
Just to take what little sun I have left and hide

Goodbye us it's been real
Only time will tell, only time will heal
I gave the last of what I had
To you to ruin, yea my bad

Nothing worse than sensing the end
Of a great friendship sinking below the status of a great friend

It was my fault, and mine alone
I was like an annoying neighbor ringing the bell
Not picking up your phone, your heart saying there is nobody home

You made me love like a kid and take responsibility like an adult
But I guess one of us wasn't ready to grow up...you
I don't give up, it's not in my nature or creed
But this is pointless, and the most sensible action at this point is to leave

You once made my feelings grow, eyes veer away, speech slur, and heart follow
But instead of falling into the arms or sorrow
My heart and mind can rest easy because there is always tomorrow

New time, new day, NEW
At this point I just want to forget about you
That's it for me now I don't care what you do
What good are misplaced memories
When they keep popping up
like overgrown weeds
In my hearts a hole that bleeds
Seems I've misplaced the remedy

Wondering how I was whole
Before this hole
Took hold
Of my aching soul

I need this art to mend my heart
Time, it's time to play your part
If you heal all wounds
By all means start
Time Heals All Wounds
Memories misplaced, relentless they emerge,
Like overgrown weeds, a pain they surge.
Within my heart, a bleeding hole resides,
The remedy lost, nowhere to confide.

Once whole, now burdened by this deep abyss,
Gripping my soul with an ache that persists.
Yearning for restoration, art as my guide,
Time, it's your moment, let healing coincide.

For time, they say, mends wounds so profound,
Not merely masking, but true healing renowned.
So, let the hands of time weave their gentle art,
Stitching together the fragments of my wounded heart.

With each passing moment, with patience and care,
Grant me the solace of a heart repaired.
Time, show your power, let healing commence,
Revive my spirit, restore my lost sense.

For in your embrace lies the balm to soothe,
The remedy sought, the salve to improve.
Heal these wounds, as only you can impart,
Time, fulfill your purpose, mend this broken heart.
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