When I was a child the Lord
spoke to me

He said, he would bless me to find you

then he'd will bless me to find me

Growing up I knew my destiny

that he had that special someone out there preserved

waiting just for me

everything that I went through was meant to be

Every step it lead too, what  is now  my family

Looking into you eyes

I know that it was meant to be

not only when I found you

also God used you to heal me

i.

branches of black night
the rain taps on the roof
everything is unguarded
a bird breaking open the sky like
a dark tear.

ii.

our love, rooted to
the earth, scattering
bright oceans
tender as a star.


iii.

dance of love
limbs wild and joyful
lull of a kiss.

iv.

ocean breaking, each wave,
flowing back to its watery song,
flooding and flowing,
flooding and flowing.

See me, not the car I
drive

See me, not the purse that's attached to my wrist

See me, not my shoes

See me, not how I choose to were my hair

See me, and not my shape

See me, and not my ****** orientation

See me, not my color

See me, and please stop judging

see me, and listen to me

See me, and love me

Take away the job, all the bells, and whistles, and accolades

An see me

Because if you don't you may be disappointed

See me

There's no easy way to do this

Which method should I choose

How do you tell a really good guy

  Were done I'm mean were through

We are not compatible

is all I have to say

After dating for a year

I thought it would be best to end

it this way

He looked at me and smiled

He said he knew for awhile

But he loved the chase

Were compatible in bed and that's all he had said

I closed my eyes real tight

as chills ran down my spine

  he got up to take his leave

As he walked out the door

he stopped quickly to settle
the one last score

with a subtle smile he said

it's not you but me

And for some odd reason that

caused so much intrigue

  will I see you tomorrow I said with a grin

Yes he answered quickly, look

for me around ten

That one song
Evoking feelings
The urge
to dance by a stream
With sun rays
Golden, sparkling
Dancing
Between voloptuous
Green
Branches of trees
Swinging
To the music
Of your
Soul

Have you ever asked a masked man

who he is

  or what does he stand for

 in an attempt to satisfy

my thirst for knowledge

I looked in the mirror

Standing in the crowd

yet I feel all alone

questioning the motives

of everyone that comes

No real since of family because

they were not there

me is all I got

The family is dysfunctional 

and that's saying a lot

Growing up,

I was the only one to govern

what was right and what was

wrong
I never thought twice about

killing someone

not physically of course but was

my words unbound

I never wished to be this person

I have got to calm down