Am not yet there because
Of less effort.
Am focused beyond
germination

Her behaviors were gentle
An Impala in model
She preferred to be walked
Side by side
She spoke less in fear of stammering
Short steps in walking
Bribing God for a longer life
Movements covered distances
Without complaint
she finds her destination

I was early to bed but soonest my eyes were forced open
It was time to wee-wee,
Moving with one eye closed in my script of pausing the melting dream.
This day was rare only once it came
It obeyed to all my options as i ashered it in with hugs for 24hour plan
You make me lazy and strong
To drink and yet work, yes i love all how about to read, watch, visit; forgetting a morrow story, though by dawn it comes crawling to my bed.
A ring of reminder, list is reloaded non & accomplished.
See what you have done to me
You only come once with much joy and pain
I return for slumber to the songs of birds
Then assurance is to me that a one 24 is a terrorist and judge of my 6 tage.

Now that I found you
My thoughts were flooded to my body
My appetite went on vacation
And I act in Airplane mode
Infections have evaded my blood
Your name itches through my bones
My life is clotting,
The wind blew away my fears
Am soaking deep in you
That I even admire your  shadow .
My nights are longer than a week
As am possessed with you smiles
That sound like camera flashes.
Run after them for I need them back
They bare no clothes and walk lame
Injured by accidents 'my thoughts with bruses'
Trying to get to a train across the brain boarder
Soon jamming

Its been years since you brought me forth to the world.
The best thing was growing up with you through the softs and hards we went through. Things are different from they way they used to, i remember we would cry together when i would be challenged. You would comfort me and pray with me, hold my hands and tell me all will be ok. We had dreams,really big dreams some have come and many will be coming soon. So now am grown though still a child to you. The far i stay from you reminds me the our tales, yes we had little but were happy, you tought me to work and hustle to survive, you didnt give me chance to be lazy, you taught me that tears are not the way forward and me to be man enough from childhood. Yes you cained me very much....i now appreciate. Had you given up on me when my doors were closed i wouldnt be me, you left it all to have me raised. I kown am not the best of children but i originate from your flesh. cowards wished us gone but proved wrong immense. Look at how you toiled, moved places, sacrifised joy for just me alone. I dream too, to have in my tomorrows future a lady of your charisma, full of love and great modest & a championed brain of change-sweet mama
However much i grow is still stand in the shadow of you principals, courage and hardwork. Your worth no present for it will diminish your intergrity. Am happy wasnt born rich but you showed me the way to reach there...MAMA am on my way there and cant forget each day of the old-new words you said to me. You're such an admiration, a principal, a unit of joy and progress, a secret of progress. Now that i dry my tears, clean my sweat, fit my own shoes, each day will be a memory in life that God awards you good health and long life. God made me the greatest favor to make you my Mum. How i pray you live yo benefit and dine with the virtues you installed in I for one, as God weathers blessings over your life and dreams. Thanks with Love.

I wonder why she kept smiling
The many phone calls she made
The castles I built in the air
And her words stated me as Wow.

she compared me to nothing
Even when I realized couldn't
Get to her; her care touched me
she seemed so free
like birds in the air.

I started planning for my chances
though I only sharpened
my weapons in absence of war.

Later to find out that she was;
she truely long gone, long married
Not even that; she bore a child.
Go in peace lady as you
live a calamity in my life
poor attendency of class has
declared poor performance
The happiness of deficiency
Full capacity with lost opportunity.

Round of applause to founder of money
Meeting him is a dream for non can afford apiece of life
We buy moments not time as we assume
The beloved and hated alike, through a sieve of a siphon
The mother bears flesh of a child to but has no idea to the form of its bones
Like eaten only to be found by other means
Walk low past those known to you,even the highest peak has the lowest point

They crossed boundaries flying now they return hoofing
Who knew water can power power to fire and water cools it
When to walk high and when to bow a question un learnt
Naked swagg of a tall tree strong to winds weak to an axe
All roads to weeping eyes of an eagled heart
The end of high chest rots to crawling

like a normal day starts
I wake up to push ups
and stabilize the body.
The worst feeling is a day
and a moment like now
when the rain shadows
my plans yet I left
a bounty of beauty
in bed.

The thunderous rain
and the weather killing me softly
Am forced not to think
but sneak into my own bed.
Alas, at the moment
the duvet isn't needed
battle of skins to provide warmth.
you know by this time you
can't easily escape
easy to get in but hard to depart

Am now driven deeper
though not to the ******
The down pour increases
which sounds like a go ahead
rapid responses emerge
and going to work is put
to a mercy of probability

This was set to abide
The furtherness conversion of intimacy
As i climb to run off still ran into her
More appealing she received me
Her kindness tringered me off for it turned into a burden of politeness
Measure your audocity coward of infridgent
Your bad luck set a blaze by her portion of devine touch
Thy actions melted my eager, now a baby lotioned by her love
"Who can pretend to eat yet they swallow what they eateth"
Am made a lazy born of her works as she pampers me better than born ninjer
The more i roar the closer she comes taming my canine to smiles than bites.
As my heart skips beats, i decend.
A wave humour carries me
I scorch more than the sun does
A rover of salute to the eyes that i encounter
First enough i close my eyes cant hold to the flash from her eyes
Then i knew am doomed, her beam is my way of focus i stand by thee for flies
Am banned from worries all under her palms
Tension nor obstruct am stiffly aliegned

It only mattered for a moment since i wished not
to carry such a lame idea in me
How scarly my face looked
That it caused your stomach to tumble
Granting you a day of mystery
And makes you loose your touch of romance.
Could really be that ugly that my looks
make warm food go bad, and melting ice
That i looked worse than suicide bombers
i couldnt be the reason why the sun rises late
Soon my face dropped with colorless wrinkles
By i knew a wise man always finds away

The bright one appeared
radiant as the sun
i didnt want to close my eyes to facts, to learn from
accidents.
By and by the time my calvary went to rest
strange and innocent,
spoke with eloquence
Her words got me drunk like a shot of the
favourite John Walker
She lamented as she spoke words of light
to my face,
A smile blossomed to the lips
The teeth re-jointed in happiness,
You must be a bio-chemical reaction
start brings about new life.

in the year of our Lord 1894
I turned into a protectorate
And my boundaries defined
Patiently I stood abiding day after another
Laws of change
With leaders of progress
much was offered and much
Was lost
I didn't grow till 1962
When I attained peace.
Lived to my personal view
Having a song of my own,
All protruding to success.

In no time puberty struck
And those I cared for
Tore me apart
They came in through
Different doors
One by one
suppressing and oppressing.
I still stood patient
From terror to honour standing firm
52years of sweat
From a pulprit to the bush

Glory to the Heavens
"May God uphold thee"
Through the many years of pain
Blood and bullets
I gained independence
Never can I turn back.

For God And my Country

If we cared about every day
No thing like special day would carry us away
So then life gets a pick to few we call surprises
New movement Vs new food
The pleased over the unbearable

A day ago I made you happy not enough for a day after
The ever joyful times
In counts of small and never tidious times
A clunter of moments to cling on
And a never bothered tomorrow

Mindset of a free mind
Arena of adventure
Destiny of discovery

miss me until you cry
miss me until you freeze
miss me till my absence haunt me
miss me till I get a headache
miss me till you catch a cold
when I meet you
you will smile
kiss you and you melt
touch you and you will run warm

Yesterday I was married
When the church bells rang
It was the usual Alleluia, but my heart had sunk in joy
Give me the candle I may light the rest.
And now am a prince of love.
My bride is still single, but she has married me now
She said yes, and I fell for her again
I placed a kiss to her finger, as they all clapped.
She returned to me with the man she loved
For she loved me most; but loved him more
I now don’t know that I knew
For she was slapped away by her memories
Her veil so wet and ironed in softness
Come by am yours ….i sang to quietness.
I was married to her dream at the counter
I gave her kiss to the beer, as I massaged her conscious
She hanged me through the bottle and sloped to the belly
She then went far away to the distance of my laps
I waved to her as she lay on my shoulder; and absent,
I wasn’t there at all but am here, as she says I was in
Am now gone and too far that am still here
My beards as heavy as my worries
My smile as broad as my future
I smell you come back, nearly gone afar back
Down down the streams of I will be there.

Being broke hurts but
worse in planting seeds
on a metallic surface
And proudly expecting
a great harvest.

one can always draw a picture
of the future
Though not a draw of how
fortunate you will be.

we watch and criticize
yet our lives are filmed
with drama.
we grow to see a bright tomorrow
but usually loose focus on the past
much as a tortoise feeds poorly
it lasts for ages even without care.

Stop begging from parents
Hustle yo way out
Be committed
your not a baby no more
work hard
make parents proud
Become rich or die miserable

I wore a very serious look like a tempered dog
Moved down to the shelve and picked a few items,
Little time had been budgeted for the location.
In a rush, I felt a hand passing over my head,
I turned at once and looked.
Mother Nature had stripped naked
A Painted face from lashes to neck
A straight chest like that of a model
Curved body not comparable to mannequins
Less to say like a drained princess
An age determined by closeness
Sounding with a soft pitch…’’I take the blame”.
I immediately nodded to the Y-axis
Wondering if the devil had come
To warn me about death.
For this time I wished I had Gods number
To book or even subscribe for a creation,
One of a kind who looked younger
Than its creation.
Dashing out priceless smiles that captured the
Attention of the by passers, it so happens
That originals really shine for ages.

HELLO….how are you today?
I starved for lunch, but I won’t for supper
Let the bath water flow
And let nothing touch your body
The cows give good milk
Wash clean the scars you bare.
I will accompany the berries with the lily lips
For today I swallow my pride;
There won’t be bedrooms,
The kitchen trays shall service me
Wholly, shall I consume the package?
For I hate slicing (hours)
I won’t help if capillary takes place
There is no need to lubricate
Kisses of a smooth apple
With no decomposition
A vacation for my bed tonight
I will camp with the fridge
** For am on duty all night.

For the years i have lived.
Only God stands a witness and
Then you bear the question to
what goes on in your life.
If life goes worse, it doesnt
mean you do bad.
Couple hope with all you do
Have faith not doubt
Replace fear with strength
And make God your source to everything
Why do you wish to receive
when you don't wish to give
Just like you can't buy a miracle.
Keep your fingures crossed and walk
a path of passion in the Lord
For each day the birds in the air eat,
sleep and reproduce with no
single penny.
Widely open eyes to a growth
in status of your personality
all courtessy of believing the most high
raise the flags to all and
make compassion part of
your life experience.
He provides in abundance to overflow
Our expectations, sleep not to
purchase but have in bounty.

You make no choices over it's decision
it grumbles before sunrise
Even when you had loaded to capacity
The mourning yawning
Undesirable fatigue

With no discipline of time
It depends with conditions
loss you call for ulcers
A medical expense to drive
With no age discrimination
no size alteration
it attacks for benefit

When the urge to eat knocks
Your thinking is fired
concentration drawned
Illusions born to you.
Ready for lies, for servitum and steal
An inner feeling that raptures
full body tamed to bow
the hunger in you calls for
The tears in you for
The pain that you bare

Many women standing
Many others seated
Those with slander sizes
And the heavy duties.

Richly smiling Pockets
And those miserable ones
The most romantic
Even the naked with ignorance
The **** and the unlucky.
Bent teeth and gassoline breathes
The Filthy, the curved, the calm
Classy hair, drawning heads
Wild and beautiful
lousy and coloured.
Spontaneously amazing
You stand out on my checklist

Who of all these will put me down
The serious and lazy all together
Casual and combat ready for a mission.

Much as the back is built with terror
My succcess is assured to the throne
having been there time and again
Just like you can't teach an old gorilla the
paths of the forest
Equiped with experience and
shinning with medals from
the previous wars.
Am blocked from reaching the peak
but before death holds you captive
your plan is never a failure,
like soldiers never run out of invasions,
a star fights to maintain position
in coldness or sunshine.

There is nothing sweeter compared to living
successfull
You carry prestigious names with no pay
All a close associate to thousands.
Blow the trumpet to his entry for
the jungle rule applies.
only to test how patient and
tactical you can over look danger
to a dream.
Too much sharpness can cause failure
As a single bracelet doesnt jingle
boiling situations in abundance only to start,
test and run with sour conclusion.
A simple bomb clears hundreds to the flow
but though amongest plenty the brave ones
survive. Let the last man stand

I see many labouring in pain
To have a bite for their loved ones
sowing in plenty and ripping much or non.

Am not blind but would like to ask for a way
seeking truth behind the scenes of hardworking
I wear a burden of achieving
To shine bright as a rainbow.

unluckly  the existing bright colors
shun all the efforts of my paint
And dilute it pale.
Tie and dye is my strike for
purchase of lack

To you
Who is well known to my heart?
Close to me like my skin
And attached to me like my nails

You drain in me like blood,
I no longer like you
but now crazy for you.
Though not yet sure of
My medical mental status
Am not worried being
diagnosed with your love.
For I have tasted it
Sweet and bitter at the same time

I can’t count how many times
You patrol my brain nerves
Disconnecting my senses
And planting there
Endless illusions and dreams
About my (future with you).

I see colors of love
In your smile; And your shinning face
Gives me hope to work out my fears
And overcome my worries

It may take me long
Getting closer to you
But it will be more
Than forever me letting you go

I trust in God
....I have got
Prayers to say
Calls to answer
Goals to achieve
problems to solve
Appointments to keep
The jobs to finnish
Places to go
Kids to love
Deadlines to meet
Books to read
Parents to care for
People to assist
Journeys to travel

moving ahead with time
I feel so stressed out, disappointed
need no calls to answer
Goals lying far apart
More problems to solve
The feeling of moving no where
All books put to rest
No more appointments
And getting on lonely.

A smile costs nothing but adds alot to you.
Asmile is stronger than fear,
And produces memories of eternity
A smile so priceless
But a treatment for sorrow

Admiration
our likes and tastes are quite different, ladies loving ****** and other die-hards for gents. Men for thigh exposure and others for descence, though all for a reason. We fancy scents, clothings, height, rides, the wallet size and most definitely the LOOKS, before all is gone some sense. Everyone needs a person to look up to for inspiration, in work, sociality, design and so forth. It costs you nothing to admire positively, many there look Upto you though you don't know, just keep it up-take yourself very important, for it's the beginning of hope for others that believe in you. Not necessary to forge a life #be you #be real.

A complete life is that of the non-living.
we leave to like, work and get, seen vs unseen.
The change to a scratch for a pinch.
Truely chests hide the heart that knows all, the worth to know there are more cries in the inside than those fore-told

For the learnt stand out brave
with astonishing speeches
To defend it.

We've all heard of them
and listened to the noise
they make especially when
darkness covers light.

They change colours
Each standing to define;
Bright ones for shining
Fog for colds morning
Dark for a heavy
But non changes for love

only a mixture of all
makes a difference

Gift Of A Lady
troublesome but perpetual
long ways of tire
Problem Solved
After a day of quarrels and worry .
A fight with the road
Another in the market
office running
One in traffic.
Reach home is like
A compilation of all
Kids on your case
Demanding for their share
Lady needs your attention
Phone calls in progress
And assignments on hold
all need be done
Shortly in time

Going to bed is
To rest the tension
She cuddles all
The worries away
Massages the pain
Mechanical ironing
Out all emotions.
The essence of a bed
With a gift of pretty
And awesome nature
Caressing you to a
Better you
Smilling burdens
Off your shoulder

What's a new year with your old habits
What's new when your mind is still evil
Where is the new when the heart is bleeding
Who is new when you can't let go of your past.

asides

My presence serves its purpose
Beyond all words of my exclamation.
with the experience from nature's pinches
Growing from calamity to thrones.

Countless survivals like winter fires
Melting snore fearlessly
Built on,  melted by blaze.

I can’ t tell how it started ,
But like you know, every story has got
its history
A ’ one mans idea to reach out to A ’
one beauty
A ’ One man thought wise to make a
pair
From togetherness a ‘whole ’ was
formed ,
All back to one .
From one, a pair emerged
Sooner than later two more products
came.
After a pair, one at a time.
The author came last in line
No one had choice of position while
the
Game was played one to two , three to
four
Though I don’ t know the intended
number ,
Game played in series .
Emerging heights from four and two
To one and three
The Scores ; first half, Lady to Gent
Following Lady to Gent
First pair stands with two
And last stands wit noon,
No others , besides three and one.

Where in the world does most
Love comes from?
The world is summarized by its big size,
But you summarize the;
Beauty in the whole world.
What a merchant of beauty, you are.
I can straightly tell you;
That you melt my worries each time
We are together.

Though I choose my daily menu,
I never chose that we meet
But destiny brought you into my life.
Away from my thoughts
and imaginations-you appeared  
Kicking out the terror of all night mares from me
and setting me free, off the hook
of living with a wandering mind.

Considered me a Great man isn’t the issue
but hunting down
The most prestigious, beautiful-though feared
and untamable in nature, has left all men
Bowing in respect . For this is;, my treasure
I trade it with no other.
The Indescribable body that lives me boasting.
All Lying in my custody
Let it live, but dehorn it ,So that it may not hurt you

And when we met it was unusual
I thought I was sleep walking.
You entice me with sweet memories
From the time you set foot, in my life.

The darkness of loneliness disappeared in thin air,
I felt love moving down my soul
this time, I had graduated
With a first class degree in love
and straight away you granted me a post,
Senior counsel in the chambers of your heart.

Goodbye to the Merchants of lies
Am away from the streets of loneliness
To a city of happiness
I wish not to look back
I may miss a memory of this
Comfort zone.
Don’t wake me up, am no longer a dreamer

when they saw me listen to their errors, they
warmed up in gladness thinking I had fallen for
their traps.
At times it's good to be considerate, watch and
see what offers tomorrow brings.
once in a while play deaf and catch heads off
guard. its good to act **** to see what people
say about you, fail to react in your deepest
disappointment, act blind to see who misleads
you.
Never should you ever underestimate a heart
that act's and lives in simplicity; for it knows
alot though chooses silence since as its the
meditation of the meek.
You may live to think your the brightest,
swelling about what you utter to your subjects
but wisdom speaks not in boast. When the
quiet genius roars, its worth a display of great
inspiration.

My ancestors wrong thee
And did I
They lived under your Providence
And so do I.

To crown my life with salvation
Is the best gift you ever gave me
Out of your creation
you sent Christ
Who willingly took the blame
No man could admit
Dying for all generations.

Accepted to come to the crippled and wicked working
Freely surrender to it
Stretching hands
With thieves
To bring a virginity of truthfulness

Associated wealth with suffering
Am born to the chris
of Calvary
The treasure dug from a manger
Buried in nailed cold blood
My freedom bought by your loss and denial
Cry's for a bright relationship
Burden that produced life
#christ #sacrifice

Every one seemed to know
That she had done it
They looked on with terrifying smiles
while others chocked with laughter.
her face saddened the more
As she walked face down
Hoping to enter into the ground
Guilt written over her face
And she smelt like fear
soaked in desperacy.
No one had a clue of her deeds
Much as she Wondered restless
Her deeds had betrayed her
imprisoning her happiness
she would soon die a death unknown

The wind blowing side by side
As am sitted in a chair
my eyes open
widely like those of an owl

I may stop thinking about it
but can't stop imagining;
will it be possible for me,
shall I make it there;
and if I do shall I Maintain it!

I wish to take a step to my bed
and cover up for wormth
but I keep thinking that
i could miss the message

ofcourse its harder than I thought
both veiling my lack with a shadow
I see how close I am
but I realize how distant it goes

lack by both; was sent to me
but hopes keep fading in fear.
once I get hold of it
my eyes will then close not to have
any other.

Love is a venture handled differently
From how business is run
Immense I appreciate your heart that hardened
After softening mine.

A thing that technology cant invent or change
Beyond the pale of human skills and making.
For this I stand as one director
I have employed my heart to Love yours
And thoughts of you to keep my mind company.
Not even  assistants needed in this affair

But when she wears the white gown all will stand in awww
And as down she will trek an embrace in her will shine
For the Emblem of loyalty she is
Nothing will matter not her worries just her beautiful heart  and spark of closeness to merge her victory to her lover
For all has grown before her now she will blossom her man
He will lik fingers to her food and carry joy from her womb
So she waited this long the payment of pain and time has reversed to glory
Crown mother and queen to the forever thrown
#herdsmanofprogress

In the jungle i grew
Braveness was a call. Mediocracy critized
And togetherness built!

Luck was hard to catch
Though i swarm to you,
The Deepest inn of the picture
All for one like a captured shadow.
Which waves can sail us apart
When the future already wrote our history in smiles
To the deep sea of humans my eye netted you,
My blood fused you,
My hearted stamped you in.
Neednt i have to lock?,
....You are diagonized to stay!

A fueling joy, a stripped happiness, naked money with an invitation to treat.
A fuse to swapping rejoice, a price worth paid for all the lost tears

You're the flower I never had
Precious like the blood that bought my salvation
My heart is painted with your love
And your absence makes you more beautiful
For you who made me abstain from all habits
And i aborted all my fears and disbeliefs

Did I ever tell you you're raised in the
Billboard of my mind
As I see you in every single
Thing I do
I have buried my spects
To see no other and focus on a treasure
I bought when my heart was hunted by
Heartbreaks
I can't see the future but i feel your closeness
like the branches to the tree
Am planting a garden of Faith
Hope to stand over all calamities

i saw your naked photo
completely out of the flame
my hands rushed for the mouth
And held there constantly
shame on your eyes for they still see
The beauty seen by accident
folded in a handicap flesh.
**** you, your thoughts are obsence and suffer from goitre
i can as an investor to your life
not to fish but hook out negativity and plant in you
sense of humour
you never grow cause your head is big
full of ideas that are lame
each leaping to the other.
Find a better life, you starve you stomach and tire your legs carrying laggage of uneven benefit
sit into humanity with consideration let your desires come from heart not head for a poor head fails to control the desire if what it sees
The salamanders feed on your strength and you thicken to loose than achieve
what do you owe against what you are owed.

You feel a champion of your own ignorance
And gladly boast about it
You've managed to climb and trespass other's rights
Neglecting how they feel
Creating your own scenes and contradicting in the movie.
How happy can you keep having many people you hurt
That much to feel ontop of the world when you don't even know your true self
So forgetful given your age, you dig to hide in a burrow
The road is wide
expand to a size worth your control
Too much excitement kills visions

Our lives are under a circle of changes
In our boldness we persevere many things, shame on those who dispute resolve in public their personal affairs, our call in life is to be famous but rather fame of positivity and great inspiration.
A great kiss restores fundamental memories for it digs through the roots of the heart.
But those who live to please are carried on like a flying paper over petty winds of smoching goodies whereas the die hards know the pinnacle in the hunt.
Be meek and spy eyed to sieve and not be sieved in deceit.
When you love to change positively, you live to grow positively, in our journeys the start point is the destination but many destroy their paths in light of never return instead of having cleaned green their paths that on return their traces pave way.
Good shall always pay you well though even bad has got a price. The ditches you live in life are those you will find dug by others for you.
Run a race of tactical peace amidst wars of the sheeped wolves.

Growing in the sorrow of adventure
Supervised by the world changes;
Born by two and raised by one
From the equation of a solution
A new life was given to the world.
By Grace its brought to the earth
Though its survival is by mercy,
It had no choice in being born
But now has a chance to live:
In segregation and abandonment
Everything looks to her despite their
Weight or measure or length
The herein she is, to buildup light in it.

The pair torn apart by the tales of time
And the single lover carries on the luggage
One who cant give up the fight of
Her very pain and own intimate blood.
Her choices standstill to sacrifice her happiness
To water the seedling to germinate,
Born easily to the earth of witches who
Who cant tell ones fortune
Or what tomorrow holds,
But only gamble about a daily bite.

Who is near to hold me
Any that may be concerned
Am sinking in a heart i dont belong
Taken by a nother but open to me
Dreams go missing every night
Even though i bare a great bed
Thoughts of fear had intruded my thinking
Fear of loosing what i havenot.
Little it looks though taken my attention
The shortest distance but hard to travel
When night falls i stand far from my bed
Afraid to meet the same thoughts about her
Engraved my liberty to rest seating on my courage
Am under an umbrella of a stagnant life.

It was a challenge in thick and forested thoughts
I couldn’t see what lay ahead of me
The fog of bitter memories had blind folded my sight
To see the glory of tomorrow in the bright stars high
In my life you stand as a rainbow
The last green leaf that gave life to a drying tree
A calyptus of hope in my thirsty times
I eat not of your fresh but have strength to carryon
So am believed to be a survivor of your trapping looks
A glowing worm of inspiration.

They always surround you cheering
And give you the company of friendship
They follow you because your better than them
And you provide for their own being
Feed your brains with all kind of advice
Later trash you upon your downfall.

Always close to you like a devil in hell
Share your interests to show you togetherness
But when fate calls into your life
they curse you like a fig tree
They smile for you in joy as their hearts groan
In your absence they chuckle
As they humble up in your presence
With bridal faked-betraying smiles

like me or not, am here to stay
but only on purpose.
whether in the short or long-run,
i have got the courage to carry on .
Though many bare blind thoughts
i stand to sieve them for sense,
cause all i care for is positivity in the mind,
a listening ear, an open mouth to give the tongue
an opportunity of express, amidst misery
or fortune.

what i see can't be read, yet what i read can be seen
and what i bare is unbearable yet i still bare it.
what i think is not in my memory,but part of my thoughts
and what i act comes from my brain.
the brain uses energy to think
though food eaten doesn't go to the brain
what i feel is pain in the chest yet my brain holds the issue
in question.

so sorry for those whose Hearts decide without
contemplating; and have their minds open to
any ideas whose origin sounds worse
than a midnight horror

am not a fan of hear say but though easily taken
by facts.
stinking facts that rest the dead in peace,
and makes the winter surrender its
coldness for warmth.

a-pair of spects is not enough
to help me see this happen
rather the astonishing faith i bare
bends the ocean waves
to grant me a safe stay.
The untamed memories cling unto my back
strongly guiding me never to give up
but focus with passion.

And thereafter; wash my illusions
not to the setting sun
but the night moon to light the disgraced souls
with an ever-brightly-shinning tom-morrow.
my strength lays in my hope
my hope surrounded by faith
for its faith that i believe:
" all is possible"