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Aiden Apr 2017
I’ve hit a block
i need through but
there’s a firm door stopped
I can’t get in
there’s a lock

this door
is causing to my death
it’s the cause to my suffering
it’s the cause to my stress

on the other side
oh you’ll be lucky
cause one might find
the good
the proud
those nice green fields you were hoping for
all on the other side of the door

but i’m stuck on one and you’re stuck on another
you can’t begin to understand me
so please don’t bother
i’m not stuck in the middle i’m stuck on one side
can’t move my feet even if i try

this door
is causing to my death
it’s the cause to my suffering
it’s the cause to my stress
it’s hopeful
cause maybe me trying hard to get through
is just
not.
Aiden Jan 2017
Cool water seeping through my socks.
Footprints thundering on the rocks compared to
the soft swish of water as it slides over
the smooth crystal sand.
The sun,
even though it is 92.96 million miles from earth,
I can still feel it’s blanket of warmth,
that makes me feel so safe.
I hear the birds,
their piercing calls
do not damage the silence.
But those footprints,
always the footprints,
a soft marching on the ground.
Marching to an unforeseen beat,
a slow beat,
a fast beat,
a quick beat,
a quiet beat.
I witness a mallard duck
stirring up the water while entering the cold fluid
that covers what used to be a place of evil
and greed.
Fish now swim on that place
and geese call it home.
I also spot a wood brown rabbit,
nibbling on some dandelions
that feed off the fluids nutrients.
That H20 amazes me,
it’s a murky aqua,
almost like the sky on a bright sunny day,
it gives life,
and laughter of the children.
Which reminds me of the slow beat,
the never going,
never ceasing,
making my mind crazy beat,
that never goes away.
But in this quiet place
I can look overlook the beat
and instead hear
the birds chirping,
the water swishing,
and the wood brown rabbit nibbling
on the soft green dandelion leaves.
Aiden Jan 2017
as i look out the porthole to the night
to watch the journey that the stars do take
they always run around the moon as if
they do not care
                     about the shadows hiding
just right behind their backs in dusky night

in my warm friendly bed i hear sometimes
shadows are falling, lurking, leaking into
the rooms like dripping faucets always dripping.

and then i turn the searchlight to inspect
but they are gone in light like shadow stars.
Aiden Jan 2017
The monster under my bed,
is he just there or inside my head?
Am I really safe and sound?
That’s just another thought in the foregrounds
of my head.

The dark, what’s in in it?
Whats life, and what’s worth living?
What’s love and is it worth giving
or receiving.

I can’t sleep cause these thoughts
just keep coming in my head.
I don’t want to be awake but here I am lying in bed.
I don’t want to be in the dark
it’s just hard to let down my guard
to the world,
that hurt me too many times.
Don’t make me get up.

— The End —