She sees the bad in front of her
but instead of running from it..
She fell inlove with it

I crumble beneath my skin,
slowly,
gently,
waiting for a glimpse.

Pondering around my room I found,
pretty flowers and ribbons
with a name and a card.

Ecstatic I fluttered,
and picked them up
it read d's and r's,
it wasn't my name,
I saw.

It's her,
I knew it,
she's blonde just like me.
How foolish and stupid,
the past ignites her means.

My heart is burning,
full of anger and rage,
you were my first, did I tell you?
I thought you'd wait,
what a shame.

How could you,
how could she?
Stop promising what you can't keep.
Do you enjoy breaking people to pieces,
to save your own skin?

But I'll change and grow,
to be the best I can,
and you'll stay the same,
chasing blonde girls around.
It's a pity and a shame,
this that's been going on.
Now, I'm afraid to say,
I learned,
bad boys never change in any way,
not at all.

i wish it was me
you were desperately
trying not to get jealous over

Nice boys do not appear
in your classes and catch your attention
but bad boys do
and i'm not saying you were bad

but you kinda ruined my life.
kinda.

If *** is all you wanted, you could have gotten it from your hand.

go on.

starve yourself.

as if you're not already hungry for something your flesh cannot touch.

go on.

starve yourself.

as if you have not already lost enough.

go on.

starve yourself.

as if your ego is more important than your soul.

do you always find it this hard to love yourself?