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adept Apr 2018
i am drowning and silently screaming for help.

i am weeping as you ask how i am.

i am in the midst of a dark time.

i am in deep and can't pull myself up.

i am an accident waiting to happen.

i am a bomb threatening to go off.

But Yeah, Of Course I'm Fine
adept Apr 2018
A year ago my life changed,
terminal illnesses did the deed.

The deed that was simply a
mystery in front of millions
that had no idea how to go
about solving it.

Cancer.

And now it is done with and
a year has passed,
but with the passing of time
came the passing of grief
as We Have Been Cured.
adept Apr 2018
My vision has been contorted.
All colors no longer blend
but rather stand out and by
themselves. All lives and
positions seem different from
the angles they are presented in .
adept Apr 2018
I get in the car and
Burst into tears.
I am not sure what
Has gotten into me,
There has been a lot
On my mind I guess.
I am starting to believe
Everyone’s opinions-
But I have to be strong
For my own good.
Don’t judge the people around you, trust me they have enough going on without you joining in.
adept Apr 2018
you like to rip me to pieces
every chance you get
then pick me back up
and try to put me back together
like a puzzle,
execpt now, i am too damaged to be
put back together,
my pieces don't fit together like
they are supposed to-
like everyone else.
and even some are left missing...
to be specific
the only piece truly missing
would be the one
in between my third and forth rib,
on the left side of my chest.
adept Apr 2018
A distance.
You are a part of me,
that was taken away.
Little did I know that with out you,
I fall apart completly.

I look at your face,
behind you an airport;
where you leave me,
for who knows how long.

And you never know how much I break,
and I don't want you to ever find out.
Though you often see glimpses of this-
calling you crying, desperate for
someone to hear me out.

Don't leave me again,
I can't take it anymore,
you mean more to me than
anyone else.
Don't forget that.

I will always need you,
and one day we will find a way
for you to stay.

But for now, you leave tomorrow.
But for now, I will keep breaking.
But for now, we will keep wishing.

And the next time I see you I will try
to fill you in on life here.
But I don't ever think you
will keep up.

So I will see you later,
whenever later may be.
adept Apr 2018
I have a tendency
To worry about others
Who don’t seem to care about me.
Scared for them even,
Which is  weird
Because the only thing that has
Really ever scared me
Would be disappointing
Others.
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