I feel like Alice falling
down
the
rabbit
hole

stop motion film scenes
turtle with three legs slow

I see bits and pieces of reality
gently
floating
by
me

I remember how it feels to be alive
but I can't
feel
anything
I can't
leave this cramped corner of my own mind

Everything,
is slightly
slowly
slipping
you see,
someone's pulling
the carpet
out from beneath my feet

Helpless,
I can only stumble
and watch
trapped
in
my
little
black
box.