I just need to get this out. There won't be any rhymes,
well maybe that part you can doubt...
My heart hurts today, I can't even live.
It feels painful to just be,
I have nothing left to give.
My dog didn't leave my side last night,
or this morning.
I think she could tell that my heart
was in mourning.
I want you to be happy so much it just makes me sad.
It reminds me a lot of the way I used to crave
attention from my dad.
I know the Lord sustains me, and is always more
than enough.
But when the going gets going
and turns out to be tough,
I feel so alone, and I know he is calling my bluff.
I see that I am weak with no faith,
I guess that sums it up.