I can still remember the first time I laughed
after you left.
I think I was with a friend,
watching funny videos
on YouTube.
A cat stood on its hind legs, head over heels,
the same way I fell for you.
and I laughed,
quietly,
but it grew louder until it was hysterical.
the first time laughing after you
felt so, so good.
I miss you.
but at least I know
I can be happy
without you.