I pick up plants from the street and slow down
Caring with soil, scissors and cotton wool
I slow down and cook, for him, and with him
everything else slows down. I don't do much
At first wilfully, daily exercises
and meditation, my body asked for it
Attention
Esther covered my skin, he caresses
it, he catches my navel lint
Childish games, silly jokes
Giggling like a lama
Cuddling, energy
from the sun behind my clouds
Peace of on and off buttons
The slower ******* and spitting
of the ganglia in my head
No more overdrive
All neural pathways know it
Zhineng Qigong = Wise and Skillful Handling of the Energy of Life
"Guru" = "Weighty" of knowledge, spiritual teacher
"Lama" = "Soul-Mother", "Highest Mother"
On and off buttons: agonists and antagonists, the biochemical signal substances that imitate the effect of a hormone
Overdrive = acceleration of the wheels relative to the engine, by installing an extra gear
For Maria Godschalk
Collection "Bruises"
