If honesty was a skill it'd be something you lack,
It's so hard to keep going  as I still look back,
Maybe I'm a fool, a fool for unforgiving love...
When your heart rips open is that finally enough?
Simplicity was all I've seen,
Wish you would still hold my hand as I walk along the streets.
A bed fit for two but it's only me,
Use to lay, use to rest but now i can hardly sleep,
As nightmares have come and taken over dreams.
If someone told me lonieness is where my life would lead,
I would close my eyes, block em out and never hear them speak.
Think it's time to rework these mental images, as I press Delete.

Passion, where have those lips gone?
Why must it take losing love to write the perfect song.
Why must it take, losing love...to write the perfect song (guitar playing)
uhmmm, she's gone away,
Yeah,
But I would erase this song just for you to stay.
Uhmm
But still...
Why must it take losing love, to write the perfect song.
Uhmm..why'd she go away. (Last guitar strum)

In the darkness of my night
you held my hand with love
so soft, so tight, guiding my
soul towards the light and
healing my body with your
midnight kiss, dragging me
from the edge of an abyss
who's hunger reached out
to feed on the agony of my
love for you.
Is this a curse that has been ****** on me
to live forever and never be
free from the beauty of your
treachery.

Sometimes I need my space to navigate,
and your here patiently waiting,
To see what I find.

Even MY scars, they burst
Sending my pain, throughout the earth.
We have a lot to learn.
Do you think i'm worth it?

She feels it everyday.
It is all the same.
It will bring her down, she is the one to blame.

She will try everything to get away from it.
So here she goes again,
She is chasing you down again!
Why does she do this?

So many thought that she can not get out of her head.
She tried to live without him,
But when she did, she felt dead.
She knows what is best for her,
But she wants you instead!

Over and over, over and over.
She will fall for you.
Over and over, over and over.
She tries not to.

There are many rivers to cross, and I can't seem to find my way on.
I wander.
I am lost.
As I travel all alone.
Why am I alone?

Sometimes, i need to stop myself.
Stop myself from commiting, a dreadful crime.

Loneliness won't leave me alone!
What a trap!
See now i'm on my own.

Yes, they left me.
They didn't say why.
Now it's time to cry.

Many rivers
Many rivers
Many rivers
Many river long

Many river to cross
Many river to cross

I  always  thought  I  was  insane  for  everything  I  did.
I  realized  that I  am insane  because  I  didn't  go  insane  while  going  through  th­is  insanity.
I  have  two  lives  to  live.
There  are  two  different  worlds,  and I have  no  idea  who  I  am.
Nor  can  I  find  who  I  am.  I  am  lost  with  no  path  to ­ guide  me.
I   have  a   choice  to  make.
Should  I  stay  lost  for  what  seems  like  forever?
Or  should  I start   looking  for  it?
Should  I  start  looking  for  it  so  it  could  guide  me  do­wn  the  right  path?
Where  do  I  belong?
These  steps  that  I  leave  are like  marks   in  the  sand,  they  wash  away.
They   are  lost  forever,  such  as  I.
I  am  Insane!

That very first day that we met
It's a feeling I'll never forget.
All the experiences that we've shared,
I knew right away that you were rare.

You see, it's hard to find a someone like you,
Usually they're too good to be true.
Though I should've entered with more ration,
But with you I felt so much passion.

I wish those things had never happened.
It feels as though my love's been abandoned.
All I wanted was to make you happy,
So why is it that I have to feel so ******?

I want nothing more than for us to move on,
But it's so hard now that the trust is gone.
I want to get past this, I really do...
What can I do to make you be true?

My love for you is like an undying flame.
And I once wished for our love to remain.
Do you remember that day, the day that it snowed?
It's the day that I wished for our love to grow.

You hurt me that night, you need to know that you did.
And I need you to know that I can forgive.
But I'm really struggling with trying to forget,
Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.

My Spirits' been hurt
So deeply by your actions.
It literally turned me off
Of all other attractions.

You were the one who
Broke down my wall,
Opened my heart to love
Not just to you, but to all.

On a pedestal
I held you up, you
Were what made me live
and never to give up.

What a fool I've become
To trust you to love me
How blind I was, how
Couldn't I see?

You were my world or
so it seems,
When my eyes are closed,
In my dreams.

You always said you loved me
you always said you cared
That you would always be with me
that you would always be there

You told me that you are here for me
through all the pain I feel
You told me that you are with me
till your very last meal

But you were never there
through all those endless nights
You could never stop the crying
after all those fights

My heart tore
and you just walked away
my happiness went up in smoke
everything looked gray

now after all that's happened
all the lies you told
how could you lie again
how could you be so bold

You say it again
"you are here for me"
if I'm here for you back
sure I'll be there
and I'll care
you know that that's a fact

But will you be here
for me
till the very end?

don't lie again
you are not my friend
my heart you could never mend

I gave you trust
you told me lies
I gave you hope
I can see it in your eyes

Please don't lie
We both know
you could never be there
to wipe my tears
or vanish my fears
you could never care

Feeling down, alone, and empty inside,
Decisions to make, but can't decide,
Hurt from pain of a broken heart,
Days go on as if they are dark,
Looking for happiness, the light to return,
My soul feels empty, deceptive, a burn.