Indeed there was once a time before you,
I just never imagined there would be a time after you...

The numbness tingles at the edge of my senses
like the cold familiarity of an ****** mistress

But there is no way over or around this withdrawal. No therapy or rehab for these symptoms at all

Desperate for the pain like a fiend for the spoon,
I drown in your memory, let the anguish come soon

While most run from pain, and what it will do
I'ts all I have left, to remind me of you.

He hurts me while he's smiling
I would die just to feel his pain
His warmth is what I'm aching
I'd dance in his stormy rain

My skin and bones are trembling
Not in fear but in sinful pleasure
The liquor and sweat are reeking
His rancid aroma that I treasure

The one thing people are saying
Is to abandon my lust for him
I know he's the only one I'm craving
So I pretend he loves me in my dream

I'll receive his every demons and light
Just for him to come to me everynight