Where would I be without that smile of yours?
Where would I be without your guiding words?
Where would I be without your stabbing swords?
Where would I be?
So maybe in some other universe, everything would be right
And I'm holding on to something, but it's one thing
And I'm holding on with all my might
So maybe in some other universe, things would be alright
And I know I'll never forget you
And in my stomach it'll never sit right
And God, I hope you know
How much I loved you so
this is my 48th poem, written on 11/18/23