All great stories have a beginning , a middle & a end,
But not necessarily in that order.
I wonder what metaphor you should be,
Like I wonder if our story is just at the beginning or just at the ending.
Or if there is a fairy tale ending.
THE END .
What is on the last page of a book was on
The first chapter of ours titled rejection.
I wonder why I had to laugh to the sound of no
Just to make this easier for you
I wonder is this the false face of a lover,
Simply to care.
I wonder am I allowed to use the word love
When our story together never really began.
I wonder if there is an alternative to the two paths I can take,
Like I wonder do you realise my meaning behind how 'I want to watch you grow',
If the two lesser roles you had offered to me is mine to pick to be stranger or friends
For the lesser plot of our Middle,
Let me explain,
I wanted to be somone special in this story
If you allow me to.
But instead I'm probably going to be
Like a social therapist,
Like a guardian angel,
Like a hero who does not wear capes.
But instead I'm probably going to be
Always listening and never fixing,
Always blessing but never protecting,
Always changing and never rescuing.
I wonder why you can be so certain,
I wonder was it easy for you to edit away at this life's story
I wonder if you Know why you re called a baby chick?
You're like a baby chick who has yet to grow out feathers
Like a chick that does not give out hope,
Cause hope is a thing of feathers.
I wonder if this relationship is at the ending or at the beginning?
P.S. you ****
Sometimes I let my mind wonder about the message I'll write to a girl I liked.
