They say life is what you make it,
is that really true? because this life i live now i didn't choose,
thrown out in the cold backs turned and whispers get loud
my lonely is real so listen up now.
  I didn't choose this road, and that's for a fact but sense im here now why should i look back, aint nothing but pain and crooked smiles couldn't get "WOW" even if i magically turned myself into a clown, too many tear buckets next to the hard *** couch where i laid my head, yall dont know how many times i wished i was dead, so many ****** up things going on in my head i couldn't take it no more so i tried to take my life instead
"haaa"  but that still didn't work nobody was there i guess they were waiting to put me in the dirt, i came up like a winner god showed me why my life was so hindered,  i didn't have him like a cup of water after dinner,
YES this is my lonely and its not over i wouldn't be lucky even if i found a four leaf clover............