Seriously, I don't know what is true.
(sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCCXLIX)
While courtship has a flavour we'd avail
Ourselves of...ever, is't a hallmark thence
Of fond affection that he tells her hence,
And ever: "you're not good enough"?! Ne bail.
Go butter up wi' compliments to scale,
Then tear her down to less than nothing, whence
She is not...cuz you love her?! THAT's good sense?
That's how ye cherish her, in sheer betrayl?
I do not understand. Nor do I, fer
All that, believe aught flattry, though I rue
Its cruel effect. Yet if I'm weary, poor
As thinking I have any say, of to
Whatever cause this "you're not good 'nough!"--stir
Thin hopes love might exist, that statement's...true.
04Apr19b
I don't.