I’m sorry to burst your bubble but love is nonexistent. It is a word used by humans to describe one’s feeling of lust towards another.
L  U  S  T, that is it.
A person will make you smile, make you laugh, make your heart skip a beat, make you feel alive, make you feel wanted, make you feel special and you lust that. It is not love that you are experiencing, it is the lust for the happiness and joy given. Us as humans get confused by this word and we use it incorrectly. Love is not an exact thing. Love is simply an abstract noun. Nothing special.