A whisper floats into my ear So soft that I can barely hear Tearing me apart deep down inside I just want it to end, and peace to reside It offers power and darkness to me How lost I am I just cannot see Part of me begs to again find the light But the greed overcomes and darkens my sight I've lost who I was to fear and hate And now I'm trapped and think its too late Tears spring to my eyes as I lift them high Seeking wisdom and answers that aren't based on lies The mask fades, the lie I built To block the pain and heart wrenching guilt Looking at the cracked reflection of my face All I see is a failure and a disgrace A monster that I myself have created Is now the very person to be hated The choices spin around in my head As I stand here now wishing I was dead Could I give it all up and run away? Or lose myself to evil and stay? I let go of the light and embrace the dark Crushing the old me leaving not a spark The ember in the ashes eventually dies out Leaving an empty shell full of doubt Clutching my weapon I scream Wishing it all was a dream But it is real, I am real And I just want it all to heal Instead I stand here, taking deep breaths No friend but my shadow who hasn't yet left Inside it hurts but outside it sleeps So I'll stand here again as it silently reaps
I wrote this poem for Kylo Ren, because I feel bad for him. He's gone through so much, and is so conflicted and sad. I wrote this so that I, and others can understand him better. I hope you liked it. Peace out, Roguesong.