I took a leap into something deep
I do believe
I foolishly
and
brutally have ruined me.
I'm not the gambling type
Yet I'm all in
And it felt so right
but
I lost in the end

My choice was risk I can admit
I have damaged this beyond repair
I will declare that this is rare
I spoke with fear at the tip of my tongue
Hope hung near
but
It was no use
I just realized it lived on a noose