As I close my eyes
I am there
4 years old white t-shirt blue jean overalls
I am there
Walking up the stairs to play the "game" He said would be so fun
I am there
4 years old playing a "game" I have never played before
I am there
He is touching me, I don't like this "game"
I am there
4 years old everyone knew but no one would save
I am there
4 years old in the back of a cop car
I am there
People are crying and I don't know why
I am there
Foster home from Foster home
I am there
4 years old scared, crying asking "Mrs..when will I see my brothers"
I am there
Getting older now and feeling so
broken
I am there
Surrounded by people but still never chosen
I am there
Graduation party wishing and hoping
I am there
Tears and a heavy heart she said she was coming but she wasn't here
I am there
Surrounded by people but still feeling like I am not enough
I am there
I am even older now and I still don't know love
I am there
Looking back on what first broke
me
I am here...
This is my story Charmion JanaƩ