the anger festers lowly
hiding in my bones
it aches so loudly to me
a dull and lifeless tone
i want to sleep an eternity
finally let me rest
it turns into absurdity;
the things that cause me stress
i wish that i was free
from inside this empty home
i need to find the key
to let my tired heart roam
it tears into me, hurting
rips the veins out of my skin
i wish life wasn’t disconcerting
with its methods of sink or swim
wrote this a while ago, before i could start healing