"I left my ring in an envelope if you want it. If not toss it in a lake. Have a great day, love you..."

You got me ****** up if you think I'm gonna take that.
You lose what's left of your dignity as the words leave your mouth.
Have some decency, respect for me.
I'm thinking how I'm gonna get paid back.
You can take your time figuring out
what you wanna say to me on the way back
down from the carolinas, or wherever you've been staying.
Telling me it hurts so bad when the feelings come back,
but that's a payment you gotta make cause
Heaven is waiting but you've been
praying, saying "take it all away."
Numbing for so long, injecting it,
trying to forget the pain.
Thinking it was protecting you
from the unbearable shame
that you been so ****** all my life.
Can't even contact your ex wife without her flippin. ****,
I remember being that three year old baby on her hip
and you spitting venom in our face.
Never knew how much I'd respect her
for putting you in your place.
By some miracle of the spirit
she still managed to give you grace,
giving you the choice to leave or stay.
But I got her crying on *my shoulder
every time you missed my birthday.

The choice to leave or stay, stay or dip.
Then you went stuck a needle in your arm and flipped
into that monster we all hate.
I throw it all in the lake.