i realized in ap government. as you defended your argument with those sharp but elegant hand gestures you do.
you aren't even the most convincing speaker (you talk sososo fast) but i was convinced. i would do whatever you said.
i felt like i was submerged in warm water, everything moving to the rhythm of you. i couldn't even say a word to you for the rest of class; i was so dizzy. my head swirling with imaginary tales of what it would be like to love you.
but i look you in the eyes and the water gets cold. yours are brown, but they look at me just as empty as her blue ones did.
and i don't have another two years to spend loving someone more than they love me.
so i'll sit with you in ap government and get a little dizzy when you talk. i'll pretend it's because i didn't eat lunch.