I am fearful.
I feared the darkness,
The monster under my bed
I feared the haunting nightmares.

I fear the lightning
I fear the storm
I fear that it will wash away all that I have.
I fear the phantom in the night.

Tomorrow I’ll fear people’s words.
I’ll fear that time would fly so fast
That life would be unkind
I’ll fear the misfortunes I’ll be in, tomorrow.

But I’ve always wanted to be bold.
To be brave.
For the greatest fear I ever had,
Was to fear FEAR.

I want not to be afraid.
Not to be afraid anymore.
The greatest thing I ever prayed for.
To God, for  all this fretting to stop

up times up
Is synonymous to up

harmful times harmful
It will be helpful

But helpful times downbeat
Dominates downbeat

Because people could be either
POSITIVE or
NEGATIVE.