How poor I've become.
No words to write.
No thoughts to portray.
No story to live.

Blank.
Void.
Null.
Emptiness and Echoes.

Falling in your arms again,
Waiting for your revered touch.
Your thoughts cross my mind.
I know you don't need me,
you don't want me to stay.
But I'm constrained.

Trying to hold us together,
And you're tearing me apart.
It's an unending war now.
Even if I lose it will be a win
And you know why.
But it'll be in vain.

Every passing moment,
Makes my thoughts twitch.
And then they fly to new horizons.
To find a safe haven.
To find a new bane.

A mother sings a lullaby,
to comfort her child.
A little girl watches her,
in a fixed glassy stare.
Her heart is in a reverence,
but her reflection so mild.
She walks away from the door,
lost in her own thoughts.
“Why did i loose it?”
“Who is to blame?”
As she reaches her room,
with tears in her eyes.
She veils her thoughts again,
to save the family knot.

A kid comes back home,
and jumps off his bike.
He rushes thorough the door,
only to freeze.
His mother is on the couch,
with a man who is unknown.
Grace and innocence,
both shatter in his mind.
“Why did it happen?”
“Who is to blame?”
As he sits under a bridge,
in the pouring rain.
“Why?” he wonders,
“We have to save the family knot.”

A guy is lying on the floor,
syringe by his side.
His eyes bedazzled by lights,
and his mind by the spell.
His mother stands by the door,
too numb to move.
Her eyes widened,
Belief expunged.
“Why did he do this?”
“Who is to blame?”
As she walks inside to save him,
with her soul crying for help.
“How?”She oppugns,
“She will save the family knot.”

blink,
and the world around you will change.
think,
and the reality inside will fade.
stop,
let it stay for a while.
slack,
feel the flow and then smile.

search the rattle,
through this hazy morass.
drop by drop,
every moment will pass.
pierce the crust,
who cares for a gall.
walk and jump,
they are labelling your fall.

don’t be afraid,
sweet dreams are made of this.
don’t work too hard,
you were born to find the bliss.
rip apart,
you don’t needs this religion.
follow your heart,
into the red region.

never try to leave,
this one way alley.
take the first turn left,
to set yourself free.

Wandering in heavenly skies,
Lost among dull clouds.
I saw a legion of souls,
Indifferent mass of stones.
Air was pale and
Woods were dim.
Those blackened souls solely felt nothingness,
Heaven was turned to hell.
Suddenly i felt numbness,
My feet were frigid.
And a dreadful course ran all over me,
When i saw the slaughter of that behemoth.
He was the psychotic supreme being,
He was the gravedigger of the heavens.

Ripping them apart he was coming for me,
And i was a mere soul for him.
As such grows the terror of his swings,
And every bit arises the numbness of my body.
I was craving to free myself,
But my consistence wasn't.
Under his shadow i saw myself evanescing,
All hopes were gone,death was a conviction.
His figure was adumbrating me,
I was blackened.

I had to contend,
I had to get free.
Fighting against my fears,
I had to strive against his might.
I picked up my final strength,
And rushed for the final crusade.
For if thou shall die,
Die for thy honour,die for thy eminence.

i live for the wrath,
i feed upon your destiny.
i haunt your nightmares,
i am lunacy.
hide from your mind,
hide from your thoughts.
i'll **** the holiness,
and your soul will bleed.

infernal,****** descendants,
bearers of doom.
lost devoid shades of scourge,
insane and gruesome.
rising from your depths,
confine you in your own belief,
sacrifice your soul.

you are not dead yet,
you are not insane.
cry for your sins,
yield for your debts.
it's not the end,
and we rise again.

Black shining drape,
adorned by legion of jewels.
Calm soothing aroma,
leaves me agape.
As she dances with me,
I can feel her embrace.
My hands tremble to touch her,
her skin so slape.

Her bare presence and serene thoughts,
pulled me in a reverie.
I never felt so peaceful,
I never felt so sane.
Its been too long,
the moment will pass.
I wish I could seize it,
alas! nothing can remain.

I burn my dreams away,
just to stay with her.
But i see her fade away once again,
in the midst of a new dawn.