when you have that deep , persistent pain down your throat
but you don't wanna cry.

and you don't even know if you are right to be sad

I've much on my mind
and too much to say

but the person i wanna say it to
doesn't care
or so i think

a tight hug,
that smothers you with affection,
makes you feel safe


is everyone's wish
once in a while

I saw her suffer by my side;
Day by day she grew stronger;
I grew stronger on the outside,
But inside -
I grew just as weaker.

I smiled to comfort her,
And she -
To comfort me.
But inside,
Our hearts writhed in pain.


Her hair fell out-
But her eyes shined more and more.
And her lips were chapped,
But her smile , all the more pretty.
She grew beautiful with pain.

The doctor's words indicated separation was inevitable;
But still , hope nevertheless gave us hope.

Still now,
I can feel my little baby in my arms,
The way she called me "ma",
And how,  each time she did,
I felt complete.

how u make me weep
and
how you make me  smile through my tears