the first time, touched
us, otherwise strangers
delving within ourselves
our overt close encounters
past intimate imitations
of love’s labour lost and gained
we collide
again and again
crossing over, crossing under
energies focused at the hip
flowing through & into one another
endlessly
we release
feathers soaked
in each other’s essence

my body rejects milk
I wish it rejected
your lies

I havent thought of you all day.

till this second.

I had a lovely time,

the wet pleasant weather sending cool breezxes and light rain

relaxing in bed.

warm body snuggled up tight next to me

everything so beautifully perfect...

till this second.

i say yes
because
i don't
have
anything
to
lose.

i say no
because
i don't
want to
lose
everything.

You stab me in the back with a knife,
and I apologize for bleeding on it.

I remember God on the family tree.

When are you coming back?