Slowly falling
Slowly dying
Slowly running for your life.
Running but staying behind
Held in a fortitude of deppression
Digging deeper and deeper
Not going anywhere
Held back by your thoughts
Held back by you heart

For the first time I trusted somebody.
For the first time I shared each & every moment of my life with somebody.
For the first time I fought with my owns for somebody.
For the first time I remained hungry for somebody.
For the first time I was ready to loose my self respect for somebody.
For the first time I was ready to die for somebody.
But who knew that 1 day I would be cheated by that somebody.
Who knew that there's not even a single feeling for me in the heart of that somebody.
For the first time I tried to quit “because” of somebody.

Feeling so alone in this crowd....