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Spruha Dhamange Nov 2018
Him
How can one person be the solidification of all my dreams,
Like when you open that box there is fragrance of peace,
Of the meaning of life, of the significance of each breath,
Like a little fluffy cloud that picked you up from despair and took you to wonderland,
Like a little boat with flippers that waded through troubling waters for you,
A giant mountain that gave you vertigo but stunted your ignorance,
A dangerously deep ocean that sunk you in the serenity of truth.
A magnificent, shiny stone, precious among the alchemists,
A knowing touch, a trust so profound,
Condensing all of my life in his palms,
Like delivering me to the other side,
Like I have seen the face of God,
and that was it, I said, take away my name, take away my existence,
Be it that this man has made me known what life is.

A sacred haven for my scandalous secrets,
Incessant rants and causeless regrets,
A fierce champion, an astute philosopher,
A pocket of sunshine, a partner in crime,
Reason for my light, reason for my tears,
Reason for my smiles, reason for my fears.

I saw myself in his eyes, neatly wrapped in a tear never fallen.

While they called me a hopeless romantic,
I thanked my heart because it wasn't - it was a seat of hope and desire.
True to my name.
And his heart was a seat of love and wisdom.
That was protected from the world's desires.
But how utterly beautiful now to give away to anonymity,
Because my existence cannot be defined or held together in a few letters anymore.
Amid that truthful presence.
But the most important,
The source of my purity,
The depth of my kindness,
Beacon of my wisdom,
How can one man be...
But he is.
But he is..
This is dedicated to someone so special that I fail to understand how he can be real.
Spruha Dhamange Sep 2018
In the world of lines and curves,
I was questioned at the doorstep,
"Are you a line or a curve?",
I decided I was a curve, and they let me in in the group of curves.
Somebody asked, "Why is your curve not curvier? You must go to the lines instead."
I said, "Fair enough", and moved over to the group of lines.
Somebody said again, "You are too crooked to be a line. Go away!"
Disappointed, I realized I had nowhere to go.
There was no group for me. I was a curvy, crooked line.
I was a "******".

Then,
Along came a curve, and a line,
They were curious of what it would mean to push their boundaries.
So I asked them to hold hands.
And suddenly I realized I was not alone.
I held their hands too, and we were transformed,
We wriggled and jiggled, and broke our molds,
And formed a perfect circle.
From our imperfections.
Now I belonged somewhere.
And I am not a "******" anymore.
Spruha Dhamange Feb 2018
You exist now in my memories,
Maybe you're safe there.
Beneath the veneer of the hazy present,
Beyond your own doubts and inhibitions,
Your blatant lies, and brutal confessions,
Yes, you're safe with me, like you always used to be.
Spruha Dhamange Feb 2018
There was something in the way she held back her curses,
In how fidgety she was despite pins and needles in her hands,
How she closed her eyes even though her heart was sinking,
And then suddenly lit up the room with childish laughter.
Spruha Dhamange Feb 2018
Have the oceans ever felt a thirst,
Mountains a desire to kiss their feet,
Skyscrapers the laughter from little coffee shops,
Deep pockets the riches of nothingness...
Spruha Dhamange Feb 2018
What happended to the days of passion,
Feverish desires to conquer the inconquerable,
Ideas that were potently viral, splitting your being,
Or kisses and letters stolen from paradise.
Spruha Dhamange Feb 2018
Peace was our bedside lamp,
My perversities were yours,
Your kindness was mine,
The sunny days were ours.
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