Stomach rumble
Inside shuffle
Hungry again
Calories for lend
Didn't I just eat
Why the constant repeat
Don't wanna stay alive
Kamikaze surprise

Stomach rumble
This time it's trouble
Gone to long
Foods not fond
Endless appetite
Just end my life
Consume me for once
Dishonest trust

Back at it again
Playing games in my own head
My own worst enemy
I can't just leave me be
But the drugs ran out
And the dreams are back

The dreams are back again
And i can not get my life back
The only escape from life
Without death is sleep
And you've taken that away from me
I subscribe to the notion of taking care of me
Just not in this reality

So
Just
Like
That
You’ll drop me on everything
Well I’ve changed
And you’ll always stay the same

I changed too much
I’m not the same
I never change
Same **** name

But you still had to let me know
Drop me off, let me go
I’ll swear I’ll change
You’ll never know
You’ll never see the new me show

So
Just
Like
That
Things will change
You’ll complain
And I’ll go right back to me again

I changed too much
I’m not the same
I never change
Same **** name

You were always one to complain
Girl why cant you mellow out and stay
I can’t win with you around
So I'll leave without a sound
Cause

I changed too much
I’m not the same
I never change
Same **** name

New classes with new projects got me thinking about jobs and future prospects
I never dreamt I'd get this far feels just like getting out to push a car
at first it's a slow start pushing hard with all my heart
now that we are rolling I feel in control
and that's been the scariest part
for me to take charge of my art
can't let meaning slip away
like a lost cat gone a stray
can't let meaning slip away
burn die or fade
the meaning must
stay the same

I joined my fathers fraternity
So I could gain some masculinity
Wanted to get more things in common
Instead of it being just men

Dead end is the sign above my head
Spending days high in bed
Dead end is my career
Success is my greatest fear
Dad end Dead end

I picked up guitar
So dad and I wouldn't be as far
Is it obvious I want to impress him
He taught me everything and then some

Dead end is the sign above my head
Spending days high in bed
Dead end is my career
Success is my greatest fear
Dad end Dead end

I'm sick of being watched
And I'm sick of getting sloshed
Every single day they just wanna drink and play
It takes my pain away, but **** dad is this the way

I joined my fathers fraternity
So i could gain some masculinity
Wanted to get more things in common
Instead of just being men

Dead end is the sign above my head
Spending days high in bed
Dead end is my career
Success is my greatest fear
Dead end Dead end

I picked up guitar
So dad and i wouldn't be as far
Is it obvious i want to impress him
He taught me everything and then some

Dead end is the sign above my head
Spending days high in bed
Dead end is my career
Success is my greatest fear
Dead end Dead end

I'm sick of being watched
And I'm sick of getting sloshed
Every single day they just wanna drink and play
It takes my pain away, but **** dad is this the way

Sad and stubborn is a bad combination
I need some pain and medication
I feel to much, I'm too sensitive
My parents could they ever forgive
**** all my friends real, paid, or digital
Sometimes I feel too visible
But most of the time I'm miserable
Two things I'll always be unoriginal and unforgivable
My stupid hair is my only quality
Ill shave it all off just for the equality
My mind is cluttered
I always end up **** hurt
Shifting blame to myself
I need to learn to ask for help
But being sad and stubborn
Will surely make me suffer